I'm really worried about my future. I can imagine everything that I want, naughty or normal, EVERYTHING. But... I can't imagine me doing anything. I'm just worried about that, I can imagine how people will be in future, imagine couples, strange, but couples. I always wanted to have a family, with kids and all, but I can even imagine me kissing a girl or a boy, when I'm dreaming, I don't see my face, usually I change of character in the dream. I'm really worried, I just can see me through a mirror. I'm worried cause I think that, maybe this says that I will be not be in the future? I just can imagine me as an adult, or as a 16 years boy, I just CAN'T. I can't think how I will be an adult, or how the life will be in two years. It's that a signal that I will die before the 18? I really hate being like that and thinking in that but... I'm really worried.