This isn't a random thought but I'm still thinking about it.
This will probably be long but... So it was my birthday quote a while ago and one of my friends got me a really cheap present. I know it's the thought that counts and I'm grateful for it, I wear it all the time. It was my friends birthday a week ago and she bought her presents which added up to a lot more, like a lot. For Christmas I got her a gift which was pretty expensive as well. It's her birthday in a few days should I get her something which was the same value as what she got me, or just treat her equally? I'll probably end up treating her normally but I'm worried I might regret it.
I'm really sorry this was really long and I probably sound so spoilt and selfish but it don't know what to do asdfghjkl
My brain is random and I think way too much, so here goes:
-The future freaks me out
-I want to write this! I got this! Wait...err...how do I write this?
-Um how do you...yeah?
-Why do people like this stuff or trend? And why should I be disliked for not liking what you like?
-Xiuman, Luhan, HUGO PIERRE LECLERQ whyyyyyy
-I don't want to go back to college and take the Math course again ugh ugh.
-*when people compliment me* Wow, um thanks? I didn't do anything.
- *joining a new fandom recently* Whoa, whoa, whoa, this fandom's pretty cray cray. So how do I just exist within it? Be invisible? Yeah, that's a good idea.
-I'M SO SORRY *when not texting/calling RL people due to anxiety*
-The broken people...the people who have it hard...I can relate and I wish you could see the light.
-*alot of faith-based thoughts regarding questions and paranoia/anxiety*
-I'm still not over Porter Robinson's Twitch livestream yesterday. I feel like we can be chill friends. I love not only his music but that he likes Kyary Pamyu Pamyu and anime too ahhhhhh. And oh gosh those random questions from people.
-Why am I so bad at making friends? Oh right, I can't socialize for a living.
-FOR THE LOVE OF GOODNESS SAKES, PLEASE SHUT UP BRAIN.