People have asked me before "hey why is your hair so long"...i said it was cuz i changed...cuz i wanted the sun out of my eyes...thats true...but its not even the main reasons...i lied to myself about it...for so long...and i know that it seems so stupid that im just talking about my hair...its not the hair...its the tears i hold behind it...making sure people couldnt look me in the eyes when they watered...and finally its all spilling over...and the fights in my family...they are all my fault...and the evidence is too clear to lie to myself about anymore...
It would be amazing if the weather gods could decide to not let it rain tomorrow so I can actually wear some clothing that's appropiate for 32 degrees celsius
my ceiling light just got noticeably dimmer while i was looking up at it now i'm vaguely uneasy for no reason (other than the fact that this bulb is a pain in the arse to change)