Feeling bittersweet; tomorrow is my co-worker’s last day before retirement. I’m so happy for him, but I’m really going to miss him; we’ve been working together in some capacity throughout our different roles for almost a decade.
I don't really know why I'm happy.. But ik I'm sad because of my little brother.
He hasn't talked to me in the past 3 days, Idk what I did wrong.
I ask him and he just looks at me like "" EVERY SINGLE TIME!!!
I ask him how his day was and if the mean kids left him alone, and I get "Okay" in a whisper. I'm sitting on the couch, and he's going upstairs.
WTF DID I DO WRONG?!?!?!?!?
I was feeling pretty good all day but I can feel my mood dropping right now, also kinda feeling drained and tired. I feel a little angry or frustrated, though nothing happened today to make me feel this way.
I’m still worried about something that hasn’t arrived in the mail yet.
Having anxiety over two different things happening at once and one of them isn't even reasonable because it's just social anxiety. The other I just really don't know what's going on with something specific and it's making me be so on edge...
I want to play Lego Star Wars (unintentionally started it in time for May the 4th!), but I just can’t stay focused on it for longer than an hour or so. I keep wandering off.
I’m feeling pretty good, though I woke up to a dream that reminded me of high school again and am still trying to shake it off. Also kinda wishing I didn’t make a thread since it reminds me of my best friend too much; I can’t get myself to check it because of that. There are few other things that are dampening my mood a little too. Even with all that, I’m doing fine. I’m working on a drawing right now.
I’m feeling a bit impatient — with my drawings and maybe a bit with my progress but at the same time I feel a bit satisfied with the whole process.
I'm feeling content! I went and got some yummy coffee this morning and have spent most of the morning relaxing around the house. I'm relieved that I don't work tomorrow so I can have an extended weekend.
Stressed and worried about going to work. :/
I dunno who's suppose to take over me, but I can't stay because I have an job application deadline I need to finish.
I’m feeling a bit better than I was earlier. I’m just tired; I wanted to try going to bed early but Jewels keeps whining. I don’t want her to go after my games or figurines so I’ve been trying to distract her since the next step after whining for her is just that .
I wanted to draw more today but not a lot of energy; I usually don’t have a lot of energy but I have bursts later on. Today I didn’t really get any bursts.
There still is a lot I want to do but my focus even on just one or two things isn’t there at all, so I’m still feeling a little frustrated and a bit overwhelmed on and off.
Positive.
Same thing, different day. I'll just dance to the beat of my own drum alone as usual.
I also look forward to checking out a few videos to learn from today.
I just woke up and am feeling kinda depressed and turned off by so much. I still need to eat and take my medicine, so hopefully that’ll help. Kinda feel mentally tired and a bit restless too; I’m hoping I didn’t burn myself out from drawing since I’ve been drawing so much. I have a lot I want to do but at the same time I haven’t felt like doing it for a few days at least.