feeling ok ! i drank tea kinda late so i was out of it this morning, but i got the caffeine in my system and i’m doing better : ) also i just bought a hobonichi planner for 50% off hehe
I’m feeling much better than I was earlier. I’m anxious about tomorrow’s dentist appointment though. Aside from that, I’m just drained and tired. I might try to go to sleep early (hopefully Jewels will let me sleep).
A bit worn out emotionally, after the excitement in my neighborhood yesterday. So much social interaction with my many neighbors after the drama. All of the energy drains me and I always crash the following day. I am lucky to have the day off though. My emotional state could have continued downwards if I had to be social at work all day!
I’m so glad to be home. Today I had to get work done on a tooth and I felt like my stress level was going through the roof. I’m hungry since I haven’t eaten but I’m going back to sleep; I went to bed early last night but didn’t sleep good thanks to Jewels . I’m so glad I have nothing else planned; I really need to destress.
I'm getting overwhelmed by the sparkly water from Sakura Week lol. I don't really need them since I'm not participating but whatever ig ^^; I turned off my reaction notifs temporarily so hopefully that helps me
Ugh, still annoyed about what happened earlier this morning. I'm also feeling overwhelmed since I have a busy day ahead of me. I just want to chill and play video games. T^T
Feeling anxious from this morning my anxiety was so high this morning but happy to be home with Aurora snuggles and kisses. Going to take her for a nice walk then read my new book to try and calm my nerves. Didn’t sleep well last night so feel tired because I was too anxious about this morning.
Still sick but better than yesterday. My partner told me the worst symptom (constant pain in roof of mouth/back of throat) disappears after the first day and she was right.
Feel like I'd be better off staying home to rest but I've a CPD course I've been begging the lead officers to put me on for 10 months and I don't want to wait for the next opportunity to get this qualification! Or deal with the fallout that comes with wasting the money they paid for it.
I had trouble sleeping last night. Finally got sleep and just woke up. I’m feeling a little depressed but I should be okay once I take my medicine and when it kicks in. Still feeling completely drained from all the stress from the last few weeks and I’m not exactly feeling much better as I had thought I was. The event is definitely helping distract me but I still can’t forget part what has been stressing me out and bothering me.
Also lowkey anxious about something I posted; I think I’m fine but still feeling a bit self conscious.
I really want to make more progress on my drawing; I feel so bad it is taking so long.
I feel out of place, but trying to relax? Maybe it is just another manifestation of anxiety. I do have to say though, I do feel much better since winter is over. I guess winter makes me feel trapped beyond increased pain and being cold. So I suppose I have feelings of relief too. It being chilly today is just a reminder to me that winter is over and won't be back for a while. There are times where I appreciate winter, and it is easier for me to do now that I am older than before, but it is still hard and I hope one day maybe winter won't bother me so much.
I think I'm going to get some hot tea or hot coco or something.