Hi c:
I'm not sure how to start this off, heh..but I'd just like to say that I'm so sorry for what you're going through. I'm not sure what else to say, since I don't think any words would make things better for you, but I really am very sorry that you're going through all that. It's very understandable to get frustrated or upset when not able to function to the best of your abilities, but please try to remember that it's not your fault. You didn't ask for any of this to happen to you, and honestly, you seem like a very strong person, but try not to push yourself too hard.
If we ever do a trade together, I will remember what you said, in case the fainting/seizure thing happens, or if you lose consciousness...I'd never get upset at you, and honestly nobody else should either. It's not something you can control.
I'm a very shy, awkward person, so having me as a friend probably wouldn't go so well...but if you ever need anything, please feel free to let me know, and I'll do what I can to help.
Anyway, I'm probably not making much sense, so I'll leave it at this...but I hope for now that you're doing well, and I hope you have a lovely day/night c: