Dark Veil (Roleplay)

I open my eyes. I can feel tears on my face.
I sit up, and cry into my hands. All those memories. My fears. Haunting me.
 
Cindra sat up and started to cry. I didn't know what I could say to her, I swept the hair from my eyes and knelt down beside her "are you ok?" I ask
 
"Come here." I say in the friendliest tone I could muster. "Don't be afraid you have many people here who will protect you, no matter what." I give her a little hug (which is rare coming from Alex)
 
This just made me cry more. "Thank you. I need...I need to be alone for a bit."
I stand up and run to the gardens, then sit on a bench and stare at my hands.
 
I knew I shouldn't have said anything! Alex you can be so stupid at times! She needs time alone and I could understand that, but she needs to know that she doesn't have to be alone in her dark times, I may not be the one to be her friend, but I know the others will be there for her.
 
I cry. I cry until I feel like I'm a dry husk with nothing left inside.
Then I sing. I sing a high, happy song, and try to cheer myself up.

When you are alone
There and places you can go
Where people will help you
Get through

For the first time
Reach to the sky
And love yourself
But don't be afraid to cry
Don't be afraid to cry.
 
(Before I go, where do you get all those amazing lyrics? They sound really deep and beautiful!)
 
(Lol, sorry! xD)

I stand up again, and decide to go swimming in the pool. I need something to take my mind off of everything...
I go to the bathroom and change into a blue one piece, then do a couple laps around the pool.
 
Remembering the mental note to practice lifting things, I started trying to levitate the things in the room, starting small with my last apple.
 
I decide to go down to the pool to practice a focus exercise. I put on all my armor so I'd sink to the bottom. I jumped in the pool, and then, I submerged myself, eyes closed. Then I just sat there. The goal was to go as long as you could, as this is a way to stop unnecessarily panic. I'd done this for years, and I could stay at the bottom for 10 minutes. It was also how I was very accurate with such a large amount of force. Relax...relax.
 
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