I have a crush on my husband...
but shhhhhh it's a secret. >.>
- - - Post Merge - - -
Well yes...He's my ex...Spent 2 years together 4th grade and half of third.
It's been almost a year since we broke up...I love him still.
He said that I deserved someone better but I don't believe him.
I cry every night listening to our 'song'
Which is 'Sleeping with Sirens If I'm James Dean then You're Audrey Hepburn'
I get depressed and think about...Rather not say...
I have very little friends to make that a plus and so I have no one to tell the depression too...
He sit's right infront of me so it's very hard not to blush.
I'm thinking about telling him my feelings in the summer..
He won't have to see my freakin crying face then ;-;
That totally reminds me of a guy I had a crush on back when I was in that grade. =<
We were friends since like... 2nd grade and he even dated my best friend in 4th grade.
He was really unpopular, and she was the pretties and most popular in our grade... she asked me if she should dump him, and I said yes... secretly because I wanted him. =<
I hinted towards it once in I think 6th grade... but he denied me, nicely at least. But we were still friends and it really hurt... specifically since he was so nice and would even give me his coat if I was cold. =<
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I had a crush on him all the way until 10th grade... that's a long time.
I suggest telling him.... or at least hinting at it.
Just remember that if he denies you, that you lived before him and you will live after him... And you have so much time to live after that you ever did before.
I hate to say "there are more fish in the sea" but you are in the 5th grade.
It is amazing how many people... other people you meet just in High School...
Or even college...
I mean hell, I met my husband while I was a waitress and he left me his number on a napkin... then the first time we hung out we got lost in a dangerous nature reserve area and was literally trying to call 911 for help.
Also... amazing song, btw... and I hate that after I think of a song with someone, it is hard to listen to...
Like Skillet's Whispers In The Dark reminds me of one of my ex's that I kinda did wrong by... I still have trouble listening to the song because I think of him.