I just play video games to keep me busy. My home situation is also not perfect, so if I sit around and do nothing it'll get to me. I guess that's my motivation? I just wish I could finally get a good job so I could get my own place, but lol economy
I wouldn't say I'm naturally good at games, but sometimes I do get competitive. I think for about a year I was really competitive in TF2, but it was more in my mind. People were destroying me left and right and I wanted to be the one destroying them instead. It just made me better at the game, and now I just have fun making people mad because they can't kill me.
I'm unable to play MMOs, though. I've played a few, like WoW and Tera, and none of them have ever really clicked with me. I don't know what it is about them, I just don't like it.
I went to sleep earlier due to having a massive headache, woke up about two hours ago. I hope I can sleep when I go back.