Celestefey

Hi, I just saw your Tumblr and I gotta say, your photography is ABSOLUTELY amazing. Love it so much

And yeah, I've kind of had trouble making friends too. I mean it's entirely my own fault, because I don't try hard as I probably should to open up to other people and instead I just always stick around with the friends I already have, but yeah. I don't understand why people would wanna shut others down for what they like. It's fine if they aren't interested in the same things of course, but it couldn't hurt to at least listen to what the other person is saying and there's certainly to reason to be rude if they aren't interested. Maybe once you go to university soon you'll have an easier time trying to make new friends! That's kinda what I'm hoping will happen when I go.

And that's great to hear! Work experience sounds like it'd be so much fun! It's awesome that you actually get a chance to help teach classes. I'm glad you're enjoying it. And my weekend was okay, thanks! I mostly just hung out at home and I packed a little bit but it was nice.

I'll definitely let you know! And oh I do hope it's just the battery that's not working and that you'll be able to fix it soon. My last camera just stopped turning on one day and I totally thought it was broken forever but all I had to do was get a new battery haha, so I'm sure it'll be the same case for yours if it just stopped turning on. I hope you can save lots of money for New York and HHD as well! The more I see of that game the more I want it. o: I'm pretty stoked for it to come out now.

I've never really thought about it that way before! But that's true. I guess sometimes I forget that there's no way of knowing what would've happened if I had done some things differently, so that's all the more reason I shouldn't stress about it. For all I know things could have actually turned out worse if I had made different decisions! And yeah I'm okay! I'm just sorry it's been taking me a while to reply. I haven't been online as much and I've just been super stressed out and I wouldn't wanna come on and sound like I'm in a bad mood or anything, so I'm really sorry again about that. And thank you so much, that's very very nice of you.

ugh i've seen similar to those, and it's like... why? this game is meant to be FUN, not serious. if you want serious then go play battlefield or call of duty. yeah tbh everyone starts out as a noob, because it's not like we secretly had this game to ourselves for several years before nintendo released it?? so?? yeah like in tower mode i was doing a certain strategy, and a few games later, one of my teammates started doing it as well, so people learn from others; it's the same with my friends niece when i was playing with her the other day, and she's only 8.

awww thank you so much! <3

i feel if you do stand up, though (at least on here) it gives them the reaction they are hoping for by displaying they got a 'rise' out of you, that or you get into trouble somehow. oh i know that, sweetie, don't worry. <3 i know it's probably weird, but i have this problem where i worry probably too much about making someone uncomfortable (even though i definitely don't try to say anything that would) because i know what it feels like, and idk, i wouldn't want anybody to ever feel that way. i also feel awkward talking to people i don't know yet, even online. yeah i used to use it to talk to only a few people, but now i'm not really friends with them so i don't have to worry about that, fortunately.

OOOH! i'm super jealous omg! i would LOVE to go to new york, holy. please have lots of fun and for me! if you go there you're going to be so poor 0_0 oh what color would you get? i kiiind want HHD but idk, and a new 3DS BUT IDK cause i'm picky with colors, like really picky cause yknow i have to look at it and i want it to be pretty and i know there's skins and covers to put over it, but EHHH. i'm going to Florida, and going to go to disney land and universal studios.

yeah some are, but some people can be sooo damn smug and rude about others on there that don't do so well, and forget a lot of them are just kids, and some kids do better than the adults that play, and act more adult too. is that the really big map? with the overhead thing? i don't know map names and i should.

also your tumblr is very pretty

ahh nice! you saving up for anything? or? oooo that will be pretty cool, hope you have fun. i'll be preparing to get my stuff together for september mostly (going on a trip with my friend). thank you, i know i shouldn't let people idk upset me, but when they say ignorant, offensive things, then it's hard not to, especially if it has to do with your existence. it really is, even on PC it kind of sucks and slows your computer down, like what's its damage tbh. alright, i'll definitely follow you. my name is also the same as it is on here

you got any plans for the summer? aww that's really nice! i've been better, thank you. i just don't really have the time to spend on it, and some of the people are just... rude (kind of an understatement). i used to use skype, but now i use telegram as it's more convenient for me since i'm almost always using my phone, and the skype app causes my phone to feel like it's about to be on fire, and eats my battery fast. i also use tumblr if you don't want to use telegram, or we can email. ^o^

LOL you do? some are a tad lewd, i'll admit, so i should stop doing those. YEAH IKR like there will be a whole map missing spots of paint, and people wonder why they lost ._. i usually paint some of the base, then try to go to the other base asap, and paint around there while killing others so they can't get to your base, but that doesn't always work.

Yeah! I totally get what you mean. I'm always getting excited about stuff that I like but since none of my friends are ever into it, I kind of have to contain my excitement most of the time. Even if you have friends who are willing to listen to you, it's great to have someone with the same interest as you to talk to because then you don't really have to worry about them becoming annoyed or uninterested in what you're saying.

I hope you're having a good weekend!

That's true! I mean, deciding to cut ties with your family is probably a pretty big decision after all, so it's probably something you'd wanna really be sure about doing. I can be very regretful about a lot of the choices I've made and I think that's something I need to work on because you shouldn't worry about any of regrets you may have, I agree with you. It's all in the past so it's best to try and not worry. I'm sure whatever I decide to do regarding my family, it'll all turn out okay in the end. And I hope everything turns out okay with you and your family as well.

And okay! I found a website where I can order Soft so I bookmarked it for later. It isn't a whole lot of money so that's good, but I'll see if I can find that out-of-print book of hers to read before I order it.

hey! how you been? oh yeah, i accepted your add on wii u (you probably already know that). sorry i haven't been around, i kind of don't like using this forum anymore, so i stay away from it. too bad we can't talk anything else though.

soooo splatoon is fantastic, and i just really love it, except when people decide they want to camp, which doesn't help them or their team at all, it just makes it a higher chance of losing, but yeah, it's very fun. i have a friend that got a wii u and splatoon recently, so been playing with them off and on, and it would be cool to play with you as well soon if you're up for it.

Oh wow, that sounds great! I think I've heard of Jane Mai before but I hadn't heard of Soft. I'll check it out 'cause it looks like something I'd like!

Yeah, I don't meet many other girls who are into that kinda stuff either. I have like nothing at all in common with most of the friends I hang out, and I'm okay with that because sometimes they can introduce me to cool new things, but I really love hanging out with people who share more of the same interests as me when I can. I usually meet people like that online as well so it's always nice when you get to see them in person!

Oooh, that explains it! My team never sticks together haha. Usually when I play on Arowana Mall, the rest of my team will split up and go on either side of the map and I rarely notice anyone just goes straight. Next time I play I'll try going to the central point instead, and I'll try staying closer to my team if I can. Thanks!

And that's true. I've already kind of accepted that I probably won't maintain a relationship with most of those in my family, but my mom always makes me feel bad about it because she thinks no matter what I should love all of my family and try to get along with them. I don't really think it's fair for her to say that, but at the same time, the thought of cutting ties with my family honestly scares me a lot because I always worry that if I do, I may have no one left to turn to and I'd just end up feeling really lonely. That's probably a really dumb fear to have and I know that maintaining a relationship with them would be very unhealthy for me, but idk, I'm scared of letting them go haha.

Yeah, I sometimes feel that way too, like the bad stuff that happens between my family doesn't make it justifiable for me to get upset. I don't really know why I feel that way, but I think that being put in a bad situation with your family can be so very stressful and upsetting a lot of the time, so I totally couldn't blame anyone who goes through it if they ever felt upset or angry.

Omg you're right, I've never noticed how thin Arowana Mall is. I liked that map at first but after I had a chance to play some of the other ones, it's probably one of my least favorites as well. Maybe it's just 'cause I always lose when I play it... like I don't know what it is but no matter what team I end up on or how well I thought I played, it seems I'm doomed to lose on that map. My strategy is always to just go off to one of the sides and then shoot at the ground from up high, then try to charge into the enemy base, but I guess I need a different strategy!

Oooh, that's cool. I've been getting really into comics and graphic novels lately but I don't know of many independent ones. I tend to like the independent ones I've read more, though, so I'm sure they're interesting! Which comic did you get? And yeah, it seems those kinds of friends are hard to come by (for me at least) so it's always nice to be able to hang out with someone that you can comfortably talk to about anything. I'm glad you had fun with her.

Awesome! It's nice you got a summer job and working in a shoe shop seems like it could be pretty cool. I hope your training went well!

I'm sorry you're going through the same thing. It helps me too knowing that there are others in the same situation, but I do hope things get better for you soon as well! But yeah, I totally get what you mean. It sucks if you already have a lot going on and then you have to come home to an environment that just makes you feel worse, so it's like you can never really get away from your problems. And it's your family and they'll kind of always be your family, so yeah, it does feel like there's almost no way to escape. It is incredibly draining. But thank you so much again. It actually makes me feel a lot better to hear that.

Exactly! My highest win streak is only like four wins, I think, so every time I play I always wanna try to beat that. I'll get distracted by something else, though, and I'll keep taking breaks and then before I know it the stages will switch and I'll have to start all over, so I'm usually online for a really long time haha. And yeah, I definitely think it helps that the matches are so short! I never really get tired of playing that way. Salt Spray Rig is one of my favorite maps as well, and I also like the warehouse a lot just because I haven't gotten to play it very much.