omg i really wish i didn't exist and that i would just disappear tbh lol idk i shouldn't have ****ing joined them to begin with bc i just caused awkwardness thanks to my awkwardness MMMMMMMM I LOVE BEING A STUPID *****
i think im getting either a sore throat or just some cold. im not getting a good feeling, i've just felt weak all over today and i feel disgusting. i should take a nap and have some tea later. i was doing so good all fall and winter of not getting sick and now its over lol