so basically i won this scholarship which is great BUT there's party thing in my honor i guess being thrown by my old coworkers/bosses and they were supposed to email me the info bc i can't physically go so i was supposed to skype them but i haven't gotten any info and there's another "surprise" to it that i dont know about and i'm just getting really anxious about it all? i know it's not a big deal and it's really nice of them to do, i just hate being the center of attention lol, it's stressing me out.