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Gah ;3; sorry for having been so late to respond, service was hella bad there.

Haha, thank you! I think you're rad too

Yass ty <3

ivysheen it is c:

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ill b ur ship

you're welcome, hope you had a great day

Happy Valentine's day!

You're too kind ;3; I'm currently attending a convention called Katsucon so i'm probably going to a moodswing wreck. My brother busts my chops alot of the times when I go to cons with him, thus making it super stressful. Already he's bothered me enough into a depressive swing so lets see how this will go. I mean cons are either REALLY fun or REALLY anxious and stressful. I also have to watch out for the dealers room since I usually spend WAYY too much on things I really want but don't need; like $600+ easily. I was only allowed to withdraw $100 on the initial day from my card via parents so that will probably help stunt that. How about you? Fairing better than I?

ooh~ I'll be sure to check them out! Thanks for the recommendations!

Ikr~ It makes me feel all cheery and bubbly when listening to 80's pop. I wouldnt though want to live in the 80s due to many factors tbh lol. Any music you would recommend though?

That's a shame, ah therapists are weird. It's like you would think those are the people who would get you the most, but nahh. I don't have many of them since I just got my turntable set for christmas. When i'm im my depressive states I usually listen to U2's Songs of Innocence and Sia's 1000 Forms of Fear; manic I go for Coldplay's Mylo Xyloto and 80's pop like A-ha and Wang Chung. When listening on my phone though, manic I tend to gravitate towards rap and trap like songs, like Yellow Claw; i'm weird and trash.

I did therapy for a while but my parents deemed it a waste of time. They keep offering as of recent for me to do it again, but I don't want to. My therapist was three hours away and it was annoying to drive to every week. Plus she was the kind to just sit there and only ask "how does that make you feel?"

Aww, do you wanna talk about it? Before my mood shift I've been having racing thoughts and legit couldn't concentrate for crap, that was a blast. Now i've just been unable to leave my bed since it's that bad. Like this is day two of only having left my room for junk food, which is bad. Like i'm usually a health nut so the junk food isn't setting well on me; I also used to be anorexic and am slipping back into those ways so it's balling. Oh well, atleast I got cats, vinyls and tea. I hope your managing well too ;0; What have you been listening too?

Nah, my parents won't let me; my diagnosis was botched and my parents don't want me all drugged up "like a crack head."My parents and doctors know theres something wrong with me, but couldn't pin point it when trying to diagnose me; the literally said "shes fat and just angry at the world. We do recommend medication though." LOL 10/10 But I actually show more symptoms of BDP. My mood swings are hella rapid too, so I know the feels on that. :/

How are you holding up though? Are you doing well? ;0; ((sorry i'm lame and act like a mother hen over everyone))

Hey! Just wanted to see how you are doing, I noticed your back in a manic episode; I feel you, i'm in my depressive one atm

OK. ^^ I'm ready to get my Ruby.

hii I just think you're super rad! how's it going for ya?

How about now? X3

No you are ;O;

And shes a background character from an anime called Fantasista Doll