I hope you didn't mind me sharing about your granny on your thread. Sometimes, people come through me and just channel out messages and emotions and that is what happened with her. I was reading your post and she just started shouting out to me, so I just started typing everything I was feeling and experiencing. The most important message I can impart to you is that she is very, very joyful. My spirit swelled with happiness and I know that was her. There was laughter and tears, and I don't always manifest outward emotions, but with her, I did. She is happy. You will be okay, sweetie.