I can totally understand XD A lot of my friends have gone to uni and they are trying their best, hope you do well~! May I ask what you are studying~? Or we could move this convo to PM's if you wish
But yeah, don't stress too much. I think the first year is mainly to figure out how to work with the limit time you are given.
College was meh. For last year anyways. Just really bad teachers and weren't taught much. And thank you~! I've almost had times where I got the job but in the end didn't XD