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  • Ohh, awww, thank you. I'm glad I had done that for you... Yeah, it's hard to get out of that deep funk of abyss. Ugh. But, yeah. I have Curse, Steam, Discord, and Telegram currently. Curse, Discord, and Telegram I use on my phone... ... And my phone. LOL, but you know, I don't know where you are located, and like, I don't know if it even be welcomed to even ask, so I wouldn't ask. XD
    You're so kind... I really wish I had more friend's like you growing up. But then again, the actions of my sister who raised me half-way through my life gave me a gobsmacked dose of reality, to never be like them. So, in return, I do thank them for that knowledge. To never be as petty and pitiful as them. But, thank you, again. It seems so often that we just... Lose hope... And yeah, it does come very overbearing. I should listen to my own advice, haha. Practice what you preach, kinda thing, right? By the way, you're free to ever message me, if you have a messenger. I currently don't really use skype so much since it was glitching so terrible that angered me to the point of oblivion. XD;
    ... Thank you. I really mean it, thank you. I most often seem to criticize myself so harshly that I actually forget my value to the point that I'm just exhausted with life yesterday. How I felt so much like a burden. That I was nothing. My boyfriend reminded me how incredible I was, to him, how I'm everything. Sometimes I can't believe if I'm a good person or not. I just feel that it's the right thing to do, the humane thing to do - to be genuine, to be kind. Maybe, I'm just a good person, since I couldn't keep walking when I saw my new friend crying so badly that one day. I had stopped, and asked her if she's alright. I just wanted to help her know she wasn't alone.. That there are people who care. And that really helped her. I honestly feel it was right to do. I always remembered the smallest acts of kindness, even from strangers, can help someone so tremendously, you wouldn't even know it. I always remember that. And my mother taught me well, in the sense of morals.
    Yeah, that thing you told me about faltering? it happened all yesterday. My day sucked, considering it was the day of my dad's funeral, and I couldn't go, Would I have changed my mind? Honestly, no. I know what it would do to me. What it would do to my heart if I saw him in person in a open-casket. I looked at the pictures my mom sent, and I stared for a moment. I just said to myself: That's not him. That is nothing of him but a shell."

    It's hurting really bad... But, with how yesterday played out, I decided more that I wouldn't let that hold me down. That, I need to keep fighting. For not just my sake, but for my mother's, my boyfriend, and everyone who I consider family.
    But thanks for reminding me. Yeah, they are still way out of line. But, such is life, you know?
    Well thats my motto GET IT DONE FAST OR NO ONE EATS DINNER TONIGHT! Ill add you and come over now :)
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