alesha

Yes. The name of the devil himself

It wouldn't be weird but I live in an odd part of England. Anyways, how old are you?

I believe you saw the name

I probably escaped I'm slightly better now but not quite I'm not sure

I mean....what

Wait.

Well, because I'm not. I'm just not, I can't even tell you who I've been fangirling because they'll probably see it.

But seriously, if I can't be anything on the internet how can I be anything in real life?

Sorry. You must be busy, or most likely don't give one about my issues. Goodbye. Sorry

I mean, I was so motivated a few days ago. I just felt happy then. Then I realised, heck I have two infractions on my account. I'm never going to be a member of staff here, and if I can't even do that how am I supposed to live a life?

Medication is scary but it can help (take it from me)
Frankly, I can assure you that you deserve way more than I ever will - and don't feel bad for be, I'm not important and empathising with me/ feeling bad for me is a waste of time

I just really have no real reason to be here you know?

Thing is, you don't know me in real life. I just feel so distant from the world lately like I'm not a big part of it so nobody will mind if I suddenly disappear. The honest only thing that kept me going is a stupid person I keep fangirling over online. It's pathetic to be honest and I'm sick of doing and achieving a lot but there is just a massive downfall afterwards, everyone just forgets you exist after your moment of fame. Truth is, the person I like will never E V E R like me back. It's stupid and pulls me down. Besides from that, a lot of other things have gotten me riled up lately.

I'm not willing to dump my issues on you - it's mostly me failing to find reasons to stick around and other such emo things.
I'm really kinda sad that youre not having a good time, you deserve the world! I hope you're incredibly happy - you should be - and I hope that the bad feelings fade <3

I'm just thinking a lot about ending it, how have you been?

because you seem to be having a bad time and I didn't want to intrude

Alesha...I don't want to have to rely on you for any help but I guess I need a bit of help.

Boo

Nah no probs. I don't want you to get in troubles.

And I wouldn't say low, but don't go too cringe or overboard with it.