☞ !The Miscellaneous! ☜

[xSuperMario64x]

Oh.....That's terrible! I'm sorry to hear that

I had her since she was a few weeks old back in 2010, and she was like a bff but a cat.

She got stolen from me last year, when we had to temporarily take her to a farm because we were having issues with our house, and someone took her and wouldn't give her back to me.

I literally still sob over this. I probably shouldn't but I'm afraid I'll never find another cat like that.

 

[PizzaTotinoBoy]

Did the thread glitch?

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I had her since she was a few weeks old back in 2010, and she was like a bff but a cat.

She got stolen from me last year, when we had to temporarily take her to a farm because we were having issues with our house, and someone took her and wouldn't give her back to me.

I literally still sob over this. I probably shouldn't but I'm afraid I'll never find another cat like that.

Yeah...I understand where you're coming from...I'm really sorry that had to happen..

 

[ali.di.magix]

Aww that sucks Some pets just have such definite personalities that you can't replace </3

Here's some pics of my doggos:

Spoiler: Roxie

Spoiler: Hollie

Roxie is the one that sleeps with me And Hollie is my study buddy because she always hangs with me when I'm studing

 

[xSuperMario64x]

Aww that sucks Some pets just have such definite personalities that you can't replace </3

Here's some pics of my doggos:

Spoiler: Roxie

Spoiler: Hollie

Roxie is the one that sleeps with me And Hollie is my study buddy because she always hangs with me when I'm studing

Awe ^^

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Good night you guys. It's much past my bedtime.

Hoping that tomorrow is better than today or yesterday. I've been really really bad at handling stress lately. I'm lucky I don't get picked on in school because I've been overreacting to everything (like crying over something simple like not having enough money in my account for lunch). Guess I don't get picked on cause I'm a senior; I'd probably beat someone up if they picked on me.

Anyways, hope you guys have a good day tomorrow. I prob won't be on much.

 

[PizzaTotinoBoy]

Awe ^^

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Good night you guys. It's much past my bedtime.

Hoping that tomorrow is better than today or yesterday. I've been really really bad at handling stress lately. I'm lucky I don't get picked on in school because I've been overreacting to everything (like crying over something simple like not having enough money in my account for lunch). Guess I don't get picked on cause I'm a senior; I'd probably beat someone up if they picked on me.

Anyways, hope you guys have a good day tomorrow. I prob won't be on much.

Goodnight! Hope you have a good day tomorrow!

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Also...Here's a video of my cat at my dad's house yawning...Please excuse the mess, my dad's "girlfriend" is a piece of trash and I have to clean up her messes all the time...But anyways, have a cat.

 

[lizziety]

What's up with everyone being depressed recently?
Like, same.
I've had at least two existential crisis today.. I hope y'all feel better soon!

 

[PizzaTotinoBoy]

What's up with everyone being depressed recently?
Like, same.
I've had at least two existential crisis today.. I hope y'all feel better soon!

I guess it's just the time of the season. Winter, as much as I love it always brings out the worst of me and a lot of people. It's sure made me pretty darn sad and apathetic, but that might just be my fault.

 

[lizziety]

I guess it's just the time of the season. Winter, as much as I love it always brings out the worst of me and a lot of people. It's sure made me pretty darn sad and apathetic, but that might just be my fault.

I usually don't get depressed in the winter time specifically.. but yesterday night I was busy crying into a pint of mint chocolate chip about how I'll never find a boyfriend... gawd.
Don't blame the SAD on yourself.. it ain't something that you have complete control over dude

 

[ali.di.magix]

Bruh I know how you feel. I remember once not getting the grade I wanted on a Chemistry assessment and going to the girls bathroom and crying about it to hide my shame lol. I also remember one time on a Biology field trip where I genuinely thought I was going to fail because I could not do anything right, I had a little mental breakdown in front of almost everyone including my teachers which was even more embarrassing. I honestly wanted to disappear and no one to talk to me. We all have those moments I think >.>

Anyways, hope you have a good sleep

 

[PizzaTotinoBoy]

I usually don't get depressed in the winter time specifically.. but yesterday night I was busy crying into a pint of mint chocolate chip about how I'll never find a boyfriend... gawd.
Don't blame the SAD on yourself.. it ain't something that you have complete control over dude

I'm kinda just blaming winter because I gained so much weight over the last few months. It's been making my already low self esteem even lower. I don't really cry though about stuff. I just sit there, apathetic, just wanting to do nothing but sleep. Funny though, I think all the time about how I won't ever get another girlfriend after what happened the first time. It's stupid, why should I care honestly? It's just me not letting go of the past few years. But oh well, life goes on, right?

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Bruh I know how you feel. I remember once not getting the grade I wanted on a Chemistry assessment and going to the girls bathroom and crying about it to hide my shame lol. I also remember one time on a Biology field trip where I genuinely thought I was going to fail because I could not do anything right, I had a little mental breakdown in front of almost everyone including my teachers which was even more embarrassing. I honestly wanted to disappear and no one to talk to me. We all have those moments I think >.>

Anyways, hope you have a good sleep

Reminds me of my seventh grade spelling bee. I failed because I got mixed up with two vowels, silly dyslexia ruining my fun. I cried for like ten minutes straight in the hallway after. But in eighth grade, because I went to a "smart" school ran by complete idiots, anytime I got a C, because I knew my mom never understands when I get a bad grade, I would cry every time...I don't cry much more anymore, except on my birthdays.

 

[ali.di.magix]

I think I get a little more depressed over winter, but I haven't had a really bad depressive episode for quite a while now. It's more anxiety that's been getting to me lately. Ever since uni started my anxiety has sky rocketed, like for no apparent reason though??? I've been through one year, so like I know how everything works by now. But I think it's due to the fact that I don't have any friends in my classes anymore? Like I literally sit at the front of the lecture room in the desks where you can sit by yourself because I can't stand the thought of sitting near other people. Same in tutorials too, I know it would be great to talk to people about the work but I everytime I panic and sit by myself...

 

[lizziety]

I'm kinda just blaming winter because I gained so much weight over the last few months. It's been making my already low self esteem even lower. I don't really cry though about stuff. I just sit there, apathetic, just wanting to do nothing but sleep. Funny though, I think all the time about how I won't ever get another girlfriend after what happened the first time. It's stupid, why should I care honestly? It's just me not letting go of the past few years. But oh well, life goes on, right?

Does the summer do the opposite for you? Like, do you lose weight and become less apathetic? I feel like the summer only makes me even more down in the dumps. It's healthier to talk things out than to just bottle it up. So, if you wanna vent about that relationship problem don't hesitate to PM me.

Going on TBT gives me some kind of obscure purpose when I'm depressed so everyone talk to me so I feel wanted LOL

 

[PizzaTotinoBoy]

Does the summer do the opposite for you? Like, do you lose weight and become less apathetic? I feel like the summer only makes me even more down in the dumps. It's healthier to talk things out than to just bottle it up. So, if you wanna vent about that relationship problem don't hesitate to PM me.

Going on TBT gives me some kind of obscure purpose when I'm depressed so everyone talk to me so I feel wanted LOL

Nope, spring and fall are usually the best seasons for me...I actually got in somewhat decent shape over the last spring, but that was when I was still feeling all high-and-mighty about being single again. After she "officially" dumped me my entire attitude just plummeted. Funny too, because her influences on me were toxic. She made me so self-conscious and anxious it was unbelievable. I was probably at my worst then, and it's been about a year since all that and I'm kinda going through a nostalgic sadness over it. I don't know, I really shouldn't let trivial things like that get in my way.

 

[lizziety]

I think I get a little more depressed over winter, but I haven't had a really bad depressive episode for quite a while now. It's more anxiety that's been getting to me lately. Ever since uni started my anxiety has sky rocketed, like for no apparent reason though??? I've been through one year, so like I know how everything works by now. But I think it's due to the fact that I don't have any friends in my classes anymore? Like I literally sit at the front of the lecture room in the desks where you can sit by yourself because I can't stand the thought of sitting near other people. Same in tutorials too, I know it would be great to talk to people about the work but I everytime I panic and sit by myself...

Anxiety stinks
I feel your pain, friend. Whenever I go into my work (staples) where there are a bunch of guys I have a silent panic attack and think about how they're all perceiving me.. I even go as far as spending an hour and a half getting ready so I look passable.. And I'm still worrying. Going back to college in the summer is going to be awful.

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Nope, spring and fall are usually the best seasons for me...I actually got in somewhat decent shape over the last spring, but that was when I was still feeling all high-and-mighty about being single again. After she "officially" dumped me my entire attitude just plummeted. Funny too, because her influences on me were toxic. She made me so self-conscious and anxious it was unbelievable. I was probably at my worst then, and it's been about a year since all that and I'm kinda going through a nostalgic sadness over it. I don't know, I really shouldn't let trivial things like that get in my way.

I don't really think that all is trivial. She was abusive and that hurts. How did she make you feel self-conscious was she one of those people who does a bunch of comparisons? Or did she just comment on things that she had no business talking about?

 

[PizzaTotinoBoy]

Anxiety stinks
I feel your pain, friend. Whenever I go into my work (staples) where there are a bunch of guys I have a silent panic attack and think about how they're all perceiving me.. I even go as far as spending an hour and a half getting ready so I look passable.. And I'm still worrying. Going back to college in the summer is going to be awful.

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I don't really think that all is trivial. She was abusive and that hurts. How did she make you feel self-conscious was she one of those people who does a bunch of comparisons? Or did she just comment on things that she had no business talking about?

I was going through a phase at the time, questioning who I actually was inside. She took it as "Oh yep, you're trans"(Which turned out I wasn't), which in turn had her not only tell half of my friends(Which caused her to then argue with one of them, and we haven't talked since, sadly), but to pressure me to "come out" for something I never wanted to do. The whole time she called me weak, she criticized me...And the times I was trying to be nice to her, she'd just get into an argument with me and more criticism would arise. Every day was just her complaining, me trying to help, and then her yelling at me because I wasn't good enough or whatever. Being told that every day was awful. But then came the times when she began to hate all men, and in turn really kept on pressuring me to "confess" to my mom, but also call CPS on my dad because he was "abusive"(Though he wasn't at ALL). The constant pressuring made me so conflicted that I honestly couldn't tell what to do. I stopped talking to her on December 21st of 2015, and I thought I was all high and mighty for breaking this. The good times came back to me though...I miss the old her so much, before she moved, before she became toxic to everyone...I'm so grateful one of my friends who she tried to manipulate stayed with me...She's a lifesaver. It's funny though, I do realize some of the things I did were wrong, but...How could she go from the sweetest person I've ever met to the person who most negatively changed my life? I thought I found the perfect person, but hey, you never know what the future holds I guess.

 

[lizziety]

I was going through a phase at the time, questioning who I actually was inside. She took it as "Oh yep, you're trans"(Which turned out I wasn't), which in turn had her not only tell half of my friends(Which caused her to then argue with one of them, and we haven't talked since, sadly), but to pressure me to "come out" for something I never wanted to do. The whole time she called me weak, she criticized me...And the times I was trying to be nice to her, she'd just get into an argument with me and more criticism would arise. Every day was just her complaining, me trying to help, and then her yelling at me because I wasn't good enough or whatever. Being told that every day was awful. But then came the times when she began to hate all men, and in turn really kept on pressuring me to "confess" to my mom, but also call CPS on my dad because he was "abusive"(Though he wasn't at ALL). The constant pressuring made me so conflicted that I honestly couldn't tell what to do. I stopped talking to her on December 21st of 2015, and I thought I was all high and mighty for breaking this. The good times came back to me though...I miss the old her so much, before she moved, before she became toxic to everyone...I'm so grateful one of my friends who she tried to manipulate stayed with me...She's a lifesaver. It's funny though, I do realize some of the things I did were wrong, but...How could she go from the sweetest person I've ever met to the person who most negatively changed my life? I thought I found the perfect person, but hey, you never know what the future holds I guess.

So, you're 15 now right? So all of this happened when you were like 13? Geeze.
She sounds like me when I was a tot and thought I knew everything and what was best for everyone around me... I'm glad that you still have one of the friends from back then that you can rely on! People change, especially around that age. I have faith that you'll eventually find someone ( or more than one person from now until you're married) that will treat you better than some girl in middle school had. I've never had a serious relationship with anyone so I'm not sure if that makes me lucky or what...

 

[PizzaTotinoBoy]

So, you're 15 now right? So all of this happened when you were like 13? Geeze.
She sounds like me when I was a tot and thought I knew everything and what was best for everyone around me... I'm glad that you still have one of the friends from back then that you can rely on! People change, especially around that age. I have faith that you'll eventually find someone ( or more than one person from now until you're married) that will treat you better than some girl in middle school had. I've never had a serious relationship with anyone so I'm not sure if that makes me lucky or what...

Yeah, that's the part I look back on and wonder why I was so stupid to go into something like that. I mean...At the same time it was wonderful. Would I change anything if I could do it over? Maybe...But it was a wonderful time for a good while. Of course, I'm sure everyone's changed out of that, but it was the first time I was ever really social in life. Most of the issues started when I turned 14, around the middle of freshman year. It's really conflicting to me, honestly, whether I regret it or not. I couldn't tell you. Things would have probably been a lot different if I were my age now. Oh well, the past is the past.

But thank you...Maybe I will find someone, doubt it though, knowing the way I am. I've accepted my flaws though. I still do hope to find someone even if I doubt I'll get married(At least right now I have no desire to do so. My parents splitting up was probably a factor of that).



But I'm at the point where I'm a little janky with my words right now, so I'll be heading off to bed now. 'Night!

 

[Dwayne Johnson]

A mirror image of Duane goes to my school

 

[AppleBitterCrumble]

Hey guys!
Hope everyone has a good day n.n
I'm in a super amazing mood atm

 

[Dwayne Johnson]

Hey guys!
Hope everyone has a good day n.n
I'm in a super amazing mood atm

That's always a good thing