Oh gosh. I was not expecting this to be on my clipboard. This is extremely personal and a story I only told my community of people who share my interests, so I will put "bleep blop bloop" over everything that I want to keep personal. e-o
So, for those who may check my page (if any XD), you've probably noticed by my favorited deviations... I am bleep blop bloop.
But why, you ask?
Honestly? I have no idea. It was the most randomly emerged bleep blop bloop that ever occurred to me. I have no explanation to why I feel this way, but here's the story of when it started.
(Keep in mind that this has bleep blop bloop content)
So, when I was four years old, I... ugh, I feel awkward saying this, but bleep blop bloop. I was amazed by bleep blop bloop, but had nothing to bleep blop bloop. So you know what I did? I thought of random cartoon scenarios in my head. I tried a lot of them. But the one I had the most luck with was a scene with Elmo in his scuba gear, swimming underwater. I don't know why this worked so well for me, but it did. So I would think of that the most while bleep blop bloop.
Now for the plot twist. I don't know if the underwater scene thing had anything to do with this, but I started to become DEATHLY afraid and freaked out when bleep blop bloop. But ONLY when there were people around. Which makes no sense, because the Elmo scene had none of that whatsoever. But every time a cartoon character would bleep blop bloop and there was someone in the same room, I would literally run away from the TV bawling my eyes out and hide in the room farthest away from it. To be honest, I don't COMPLETELY know why it had this effect on me, but here's my best guess: Because of the Elmo scene I thought of in my head previously, I took other underwater scenes as the equivalent to bleep blop bloop right in my face while other people were around. But why only if bleep blop bloop? I'm assuming it's because I've always been a sound person, with tons of sounds I like and tons I'm afraid of. So sound has always played a huge role for me on ANYTHING. And I'm guessing actually HEARING the character putting forth that bleep blop bloop made it more absolute for me... if that makes any sense.
Over time, I started to watch cartoons by myself, with no one around. By doing so, I discovered that bleep blop bloop made me bleep blop bloop instead of scared. So basically, it's like this: Imagine bleep blop bloop with your mom beside you. Would you be more bleep blop bloop or more embarrassed? That's exactly how it was for me. So I slowly pushed aside my fearful reactions and found a great love for bleep blop bloop. Over time, this love grew more and more, until it became a bleep blop bloop.
I became so obsessed with this bleep blop bloop that it extended to just simply VIEWING people underwater. Something about people being underwater just makes them so much more attractive. It especially gets me when they're surrounded/engulfed in bubbles. I love bubbles. I'm like that yellow fish from Finding Nemo. But even having the original bleep blop bloop expand, I still love bleep blop bloop the most and to this day it is the number one thing that bleep blop bloop.
So there you have it, the origin story behind my bleep blop bloop. I highly doubt it's all 100% accurate, for I cannot travel into my four year old mind and see what was up (though I wish I could). But I tried to make it as accurate as I could and make the best inferences.
If you actually read this entire thing, I applaud you. You are amazing.