Honestly I was around my hometown so little this year... now that I am here I have to say I feel kinda like a ghost, a tumbleweed just passing through...
I am seeing friends around, played some poker last night, a couple parties this week, visiting reletives, cramming as much in as I can, but all that still can't shake the feeling that I don't think I belong here anymore....
It is kinda sad, but I think I am feeling homesick at waht is my original home..... I need to move on again, I lov e travel. I am due back at St. Louis by the end of the month, but then I will be stuck there for a few months, then, if things work out right, I am off to Spain for a semester.
I am just tired of being here and it hasn't been a whole week yet..... I just do the same things whenever I am home. It has become more of an obligation than a rest.
I just want to get out on the road again I guess....
I am seeing friends around, played some poker last night, a couple parties this week, visiting reletives, cramming as much in as I can, but all that still can't shake the feeling that I don't think I belong here anymore....
It is kinda sad, but I think I am feeling homesick at waht is my original home..... I need to move on again, I lov e travel. I am due back at St. Louis by the end of the month, but then I will be stuck there for a few months, then, if things work out right, I am off to Spain for a semester.
I am just tired of being here and it hasn't been a whole week yet..... I just do the same things whenever I am home. It has become more of an obligation than a rest.
I just want to get out on the road again I guess....
