[Roleplay] The Rebuilding - Continuation of The Aftermath

[Naiad]

"The recommended amount is two cans. You've drunk quadruple that in the last hour alone." I glance at his face, worried.

 

[Myst]

I sigh. "Sai, you're too good for me...."

(Should Blaze kiss Sai while drunk?)

 

[Naiad]

(( depends on how he'll react in the morning ))

I raise an eyebrow. "Name one way."

 

[Myst]

"That's easy. You're always there when I fall down."

It's as if my mind short circuits right then and there and I find myself leaning forward and kissing Sai. It's not a passion-drived intense kiss like I'm used to but a soft, gentle one as if I was afraid I would hurt her.

 

[Naiad]

My eyes widen as Blaze kisses me. ....I love you, I really do.
I close my eyes and return the kiss.

(( me writing kiss scenes is trash ; ^ ; ))

 

[Myst]

(lol nw. I'm bad at kiss scenes too. This is actually my first written kiss scene. Uh... who breaks away first?)

 

[Naiad]

(lol nw. I'm bad at kiss scenes too. This is actually my first written kiss scene. Uh... who breaks away first?)

(( I guess Sai ))

- - - Post Merge - - -

How cute. I wonder how he'll react in the morning while he's sober. Probably dump you like the trash he is.

Lia's comment jolts me back into reality, causing me to break the kiss.

I— I love him....

I know you do, but does he love you?

 

[Myst]

"Oh, gosh... I'm so sorry... That was a bit random." A deep blush begins to form on my face. Damnit Blaze... Get yourself together...

 

[Naiad]

See? There he is, brushing it off like it was nothing. Like you're nothing.

- - - Post Merge - - -

I glance at Blaze. "You alright?"

I— I don't want to be a mistake, Lia...

 

[Myst]

(Blushing is out of character for him. ;D

It's a sign!)

 

[Naiad]

(Blushing is out of character for him. ;D
It's a sign!)

(( Lia's a negative Nelly ;P ))

 

[Myst]

I chuckle nervously. "I think so." I give her a crooked smile.

- - - Post Merge - - -

(( Lia's a negative Nelly ;P ))

(I can tell. haha)

 

[Naiad]

I reach out and touch his cheek. ".... You're blushing."

 

[Myst]

Just her comment makes me blush more. "...yeah." I laugh in an attempt to cover it up.

 

[Naiad]

I sigh softly, "...... Was it really that bad?"

...... Sai. You know what he's like.

 

[Myst]

I look away from her gaze. "I kinda liked it... I just don't want you to see me different or anything..." Good job, Blaze... Why did you have to go ahead and blush? Your tough exterior is melting away. These people are poisoning your mind. You need to cut off ties before you become one of them.

- - - Post Merge - - -

(Woo! Blaze has negative self-talk too. XD )

 

[Naiad]

"Is that so..." I ruffle his hair and smile. "If you don't want to be seen any differently, I won't see you any differently."

The sharp pangs fill my chest again.
help
i want to be loved
but love hurts
and it hurts
and it hurts
and it hurts
but
i just can't
seem to
let it go

Sai. Your thoughts are coming out jumbled.

- - - Post Merge - - -

I glance at Blaze. ".... Why'd you do it?" My voice is soft, and I try to keep it from shaking.

 

[Myst]

I smile at Sai. "Thanks."

I glance over at the other two cases. So tempting... do I dare?

- - - Post Merge - - -

I close my eyes and answer, "I... I don't know... Just something in me wanted to see what it would be like..."

 

[Naiad]

I nod. "Is that so..."

What did I tell you? He doesn't love you. He doesn't care about you. That kiss was an impulse. YOU are an impulse.

i'm sorry

I grab the remote and start episode three.

 

[Myst]

"I'm sorry. I can't do this." I stand up and walk out of the house before she can see my next moment of weakness. God, I'm such an idiot... I'm hurting her even more... I stand on the curb, hailing a taxi, and trying to keep myself composed.