I put the phone away and order some tea. "Anyway, guys... as for why I asked you all t-to be h-here..." My voice shakes as I recall the incident to them, and feel the pain all over again...
"It seems like... sh-she killed herself..." I admit. "The guy was p-probably just a d-dream... like Sage... s-said..." I'm crying a bit now. I try to calm down and drink my tea.
"It was SAGE!" I slam my hand down on the table. "She's dead, and that was her! Now shut the f**k up, and just accept that she's gone!" I realize I was yelling, and shrink back.
"That was what the note had in it?" Then that means... "That guy killed Sage..." I feel saddened once again, even more guilty for exploding on Carmen. "...Sorry..." I mutter.