[Roleplay] The Rebuilding - Continuation of The Aftermath

[toxapex]

"I know I ruined it!" I yell. "What do you think I've been sitting in my room telling myself for the last three ****ing hours?! 'She hates you now.' 'Good luck finding someone like her again.' 'Why did you run off like that, you coward?' 'You can't go back now, the damage is already done...'" I stop there, realizing that I was overreacting. If I'd just gone back to her apartment afterward, we could've talked it out, or at least made amends in some way. I personally turned everyone against me... "I'm... sorry..."

 

[Naiad]

I open my arms. "Helix, give me a hug. Let me explain lesson three to you."

 

[toxapex]

"Is this the torture, finally...?" I move in to hug Sai, bracing myself for the pain.

 

[Naiad]

"As long as there is true love, there will be hope for your relationship. Give it time. Hurting yourself does nothing except hurt her. Love is very stupid, Helix. It'll make you do the craziest things, but it's also one of the strongest bonds." I release him from the hug. "Got it?"

- - - Post Merge - - -

You're very stupid.

I know, Lia, I know.

 

[toxapex]

"I.... okay." I sigh "But for now, my apartment is basically empty, so... I'm just gonna... get groceries or... something..." I walk down the hall and out of the complex. I don't feel welcome here... I just need to be alone for a bit...

 

[Beary]

I pop my head outside.
"Jean is writhing around on the floor asking for his lesson."

( Carmen is trying to make Jean sound childish hehehehe
NOT GODMODDING )

 

[CommanderLeahShepard]

"I'm not 'writhing' you perverted dog!"

 

[Naiad]

I sigh as Helix walks away. "Alright, Jean, what d'you want or need to know?"

 

[Beary]

I can't stifle my laughter.

 

[toxapex]

"I'm not 'writhing' you perverted dog!"

((There was plenty of 'writhing' done last night ))

 

[CommanderLeahShepard]

I sigh as Helix walks away. "Alright, Jean, what d'you want or need to know?"

I push her to another room so the others don't hear me. "EVERYONE IS SAYING I'M 'CRAPPY' AND 'TERRIBLE' AT DOING IT! My step mum was one of these people... Anyway, what do I doooooooo?"

- - - Post Merge - - -

((There was plenty of 'writhing' done last night ))

(True, true )

 

[toxapex]

I decide to visit Shad in his mental institution. ((Prepare for ship setup! ))

 

[Myst]

I move away from the door and go sit down on the couch.

 

[Beary]

I stop laughing, and mutter to myself,.
"I genuinely thought that you were joking. Of course, if you were, you wouldn't be Jean.."

 

[CommanderLeahShepard]

I stop laughing, and look at Jean.
"I genuinely thought that you were joking."

(We are in a different room.)

 

[FireNinja1]

I decide to visit Shad in his mental institution. ((Prepare for ship setup! ))

(Ooh ooh more ship more ship!!!)

 

[Myst]

(We are in a different room.)

(Which room?)

- - - Post Merge - - -

I stand up and walk over to my room, ignoring the hushed voices. Inside, I sit on my bed and hold my head in my hands.

 

[CommanderLeahShepard]

(Which room?)

- - - Post Merge - - -

I stand up and walk over to my room, ignoring the hushed voices. Inside, I sit on my bed and hold my head in my hands.

(Idk, any, the bathroom?)

 

[Myst]

(Tokay! We need your diagram of the apt. again! lmfao

Sure, I guess. Sage is in hearing distance but ignoring.)

 

[toxapex]

"Hey, Shad..."

"What's up, bro?" WAIT **** "...Sorry about going crazy on you like that..."

"Don't mention it." I say. "Seems so long ago anyway..."

"What? Did something happen?"

I sigh. "A lot happened. I finally got Sage to like me, then..." I take a deep breath. No use breaking out the waterworks anyway... "I screwed up (rolleyes) and she hates me again..."

"Aww, that sucks man. But if it makes you feel any better, I won't be trying to steal her from you anymore. I had a..." I lower my voice. "I had a breakthrough with my psychiatrist, and... I think I'm... gay."

I'm shocked at this. "Are you kidding? You're gay? You stole every girl I liked, and now you're gay?"

"Shhh!" I look around. Doesn't seem like anybody heard... "Sorry about that, Hel. But hey! Now you at least have Sa-" Oops.

"Mhm." I say, unimpressed.

"I'm really sorry to hear that. I can personally vouch that you're a great guy, and you would never hurt a girl on purpose." Wait... "You... didn't hurt her on purpose, did you?"

"What? NO!" I realize how loud I was, and notice I had stood up from my seat. I sit back down. "No..." I look down.

"I'm sorry, bro, it seems like I'm just saying all the wrong things. I think I'm just really distracted. I'm sharing a room with that guy, Orion, and... I think I might be-"

A staff member approaches us. "Visiting hours are over now. I'm sorry, but I'll have to ask you to leave, sweetie."

"Alright." I get up and head back to my apartment...

Oh, damn... I really need advice about this Orion guy...