I sit down in a local tavern, taking a sip of my drink.
...never thought I'd come back here again... seems as if I've really come full circle. Amazing how much a person can change in such a small time frame. Just five years ago, I was the brute who always picked fights and killed people. Now... I'm a husband and a father... but am I really all that different? I still want them dead. How does that make me any better than I was five years ago?
I sigh and take another sip, savoring the flavor while I still can.
I wake up after falling asleep next to Carmen, who I knocked out earlier, and remember what day it was. I jump on the sofa like a kid. "CARMEN, IT'S MY BIRTHDAY, WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME!"
My phone goes off and I pull it out. I glance at the name. Sai... I ignore her call and put my phone away. I don't get why she doesn't understand... I can't go... I just can't...
(Does she think this is her fault bc she pushed for sex the night before?)