Dear Dieties,
I've never believed in any God or Goddess or anything, but honestly, if I did, and you exist, what did I do to deserve this life? I grow up and lose my best friend when I'm 8. I lose more friends. I literally don't care about material possessions anymore, I just care about having 1 true friend. And you Zoe, now hate me. Because one word slips out of my mouth, that I can't control. You know why. I try going into the hollows for others, but they shun me like I'm the devil. I literally have everything any teenage boy would ever want: a green belt in karate, tons of video games, internet, books, hobbies, art, pets, but I have no friends or people who truly care about me. I don't even have a family for heaven's sake!! My parents are all I have, and they are the only support I have, and they don't understand me. They don't understand any of my feelings, any of my pain, any of my suffering. They think I have the best spoiled life ever, but they don't realize anything at all.
Dear gods, goddesses, dieties, if you exist, please tell me what path to take, and I will worship you eternally to be saved from this bloody horrid life.
Sincerely, Z.