how are you feeling right now?

Today wasn't too bad. But right now I feel occupied by a bunch of other things that are making me uncomfortable. I keep thinking about taking a short break from here again.
It'sssssssss... ALMOST YOUR BIRTHDAY! Aaaaaaahhhh 🥳
 
Had a laparoscopic surgery done a few days ago and despite that, I'm actually feeling pretty good. I'm still going to take it easy, of course, but the incisions don't even really hurt. If anything my throat is bothering me more, as a result of being intubated while under anesthesia.

On the other hand, I'm noticing that my ADHD medication that I'd recently started just seems to be causing depressive symptoms rather than helping me focus any, so I am a bit annoyed that I'll have to stop them and try something else. I'd rather be unfocused than totally unmotivated, though, so it doesn't seem like there's a point in sticking to these.
 
My fever came back lol. Or my temperature spiked back if I still had lingering remnants. Fun stuff. I was so drained of energy yesterday. Just looking to get through tomorrow's work day and then I'm just sleeping in tomorrow evening and Sunday. I just want it gone.
 
feeling good today! best morning i’ve had in a really long while
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was wondering why i feel DOWN this evening and i remember i wrote THIS a week ago…. and i did the same thing today 😭😭😭
 
Honestly still a tad anxious. I think at this point it is there to stay. Usually it is something that kinda sits there for a while then disappear, but it isn't leaving. Just it's intensity fluctuates now. Maybe it is just the time, and maybe way later things will be different because it will be a different time.
Unfortunately for now, it's making me too chatty which is very unlike me. But, maybe it isn't such a bad thing. Maybe it will help me in the long run to develop my social skills more Idk.
I do know for today, I am just happy that spring is upon us. And today is also going to be a tough day due to things having to be done and meeting with certain people that are simply not easy to deal with.
 
I’m doing okay. I have been pretty tired lately. The last two days I haven’t been able to get much on my drawing done. The Among Us sessions have been really cheering me up a lot. I’m really frustrated about my connection on my switch still; I wish I knew when it is going to not be good so I know if it is worth trying to play on my switch at all or not. I kinda regret getting the cosmicubes on my switch considering how I don’t get to play on it much and have to switch to my tablet, or that I could switch my switch account to my tablet and then back to the switch without losing anything, but that’s not possible unfortunately.
 
I'm pretty tired and up before my alarm. I am also relieved yesterday is done. It was a long and an infuriating day. But! It is over. Today is a new day, that is going to be kinda long... It shouldn't be difficult at least, But hopefully it'll go fast for me.
 
unmotivated for the 17th day in a row 🤣 but I'm gonna take a break from exercising today since I'm feeling pretty sore, so I'm hoping to catch up on some stuff that I need to do.

besides that I'm okay, maybe a little tense but I'll try to take care of myself today 💜
 
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