Every gaming community has toxic people.
Wizard101, Toontown, Toontown Rewritten, Overwatch, Rainbow Six Siege, SoulWorker, Closers Dimension Conflict, Elsword (eh, somewhat on this one. It's alright now), etc....
Actually, there are toxic people everywhere in life. Both on games, forums, and in real life. It made me want to do something drastic to myself last Spring, but I ended up continuing to live because I know it makes me stronger.
I'm still not the same person I used to be. The same laughing, na?ve, gullible boy that everyone loved. Now that I'm an adult and I see how harsh reality is, I face everything like Neji from Naruto. I remain distant and aloof, and if someone challenges me, I take them down with words. If not words, then action.
To be honest.... toxic gaming communities kind of made me a monster. But in a way, they helped me. While I lost a lot of friends along the way, I also gained a lot of friends, and it helped me learn about life too. Not ending it last Spring here at university also made me realize even more things. Mainly that I'm one of the strongest people I know for overcoming Aspergers (Mild Autism), severe depression, and anxiety on my own.
But that's enough about me. If you need to know more, feel free to VM or PM me. I'm always open now. I had a complicated past, but all I want to do now is help rewrite History and be a shining star for the countless people that helped me make it this far, including my family. All people were created equal, but they also have the choice for great good or great evil. That's what I hold in my heart.
I love everyone in life as friends. I have had countless conversations about the deepest of things at bars and other places with past families, friends, older adult men or women, where I would drink Sprite (a soft drink) and go into the deepest of ways of thinking or "philosophies," and they would generally agree with me. I would run for President too if I had to, but that's not what I want to do in my life.
No matter what, I will never call it quits and I will never give up. Even if everyone is laughing at me every minute of my life. I never wanted pity from people, just acceptance.
EDIT: I also wanted to say that if not for TBT, and all of you in the past and those that are still here, I would have never made it this far either. So thank you for it. You guys keep dragging me back here because of how kind everyone here is generally. And one day, I'm going to get you for that.... hahaha....
"If I'm kind to everyone I meet in life, I'll die without regrets."
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