real talk, i feel like this a lot. i had my first relationship this past january. we were friends before, but things didn't end up working out, so we mutually broke up. we're still friends, but behind the scenes, i didn't feel loved at all. he told me he didn't like some physical aspects of me, and it only reinforced my belief that no one would ever truly find me attractive, which, i know is a heap of poo. i'm not in a rush or anything, i'm taking my time, but when literally all your friends and your mom have someone, it makes you kinda feel down in the dumps, y'know?