try not having any friends for most of your life and even when you eventually do, they either ditch you or turn around and bully you for years - ruining your relationships with other friends because you never went outside after the bullying begun, ruining your social skills and confidence for the rest of your life.
lovely
this crap has been hitting me hard as of late
- - - Post Merge - - -
and i still see them, we are all young adults now and not much seems to have changed. they are still pricks.
i go to the same campus as one of those friends (who didn't bully me) and we only ever give each other strange eye contact - same goes for encounters at the local shop or the fruit/veg shop below my apartment.
it's sad. we could still be friends if i didn't let the others 'beat' me like that. we've changed too much for that to ever happen though and it's been years.
Oh man! Sorry to hear that!!