Depression & Regrets

I guess I just feel like that cause I feel like I have caused so much suffering to my parents and stuff :/. But I don't feel like posting here to bring other people down and cause other people have there problem. The only person I talk to is my best friend. Not random strangers.

But how does your perspective speaks for whole? If people don't want to post on here, they don't. If people want to help, they help. IF people want to vent, they will. So what point are you trying to make? I understand that you're young and you're learning, but you're mature enough to have common sense. Don't try and give me sympathy about your problems with your family when you just posted that dumb opinion.

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Sorry, I can't help it. I always do these type of things.

YOU EVEN KNOW YOU DO THESE TYPE OF THINGS BUT YET YOU STILL SPREAD YOUR 2 CENTS!
 
But how does your perspective speaks for whole? If people don't want to post on here, they don't. If people want to help, they help. IF people want to vent, they will. So what point are you trying to make? I understand that you're young and you're learning, but you're mature enough to have common sense. Don't try and give me sympathy about your problems with your family when you just posted that dumb opinion.

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YOU EVEN KNOW YOU DO THESE TYPE OF THINGS BUT YET YOU STILL SPREAD YOUR 2 CENTS!

It's called ADHD dawg. I don't have common sense either. I don't think before I talk or type.
 
It's called ADHD dawg. I don't have common sense either. I don't think before I talk or type.

Maybe you should give thinking before you type a go.

Unlike talking, replies on a forum have this magical property that allows you to read what you have written before you submit it for the rest of the world to see, allowing you to look over it and think "should I post that?".


I recommend it. If it was available on Amazon, I would have given 'thinking before you submit' a 5 star review.
 
Maybe you should give thinking before you type a go.

Unlike talking, replies on a forum have this magical property that allows you to read what you have written before you submit it for the rest of the world to see, allowing you to look over it and think "should I post that?".


I recommend it. If it was available on Amazon, I would have given 'thinking before you submit' a 5 star review.
I type fast. And that links in with ADHD. I call it magic.

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/rolls eyes

Cringe yay
 
I type fast. Typing speed has nothing to do with taking a few seconds to read what you've written before submitting it.

I don't think to read, even more magic.
Bye anyway. NOT RESPONDING TO ANYTHING ELSE OR READING SO DONT REPLY
 
I don't think to read, even more magic.
Bye anyway. NOT RESPONDING TO ANYTHING ELSE OR READING SO DONT REPLY

Well maybe you should give it a go.

Like I said, I can't recommend it enough. It's well worth the ?0.00 price tag.
 
I don't think to read, even more magic.
Bye anyway. NOT RESPONDING TO ANYTHING ELSE OR READING SO DONT REPLY

LOL, you always do this though. As soon as someone calls you out, you always come up with some type of excuse. Like "BYE I'M NEVER COMING BACK", but here you are. Or that you're not coming back on certain days, but yet again, here you are. MAGIC.
Then you repeat EVERYTHING you do, AGAIN. Like being salty about not winning any giveaways, going to cycling threads and asking them to speed up the process cause you're in a rush. You're giving yourself a bad name, but whateves.
 
Well I have depression and social anxiety. When I was little I had friends but felt unhappy a hole in my chest. I felt and knew my best friend was ignoring me or at least tried as much as possible because she preferred the company of others. In time my best friend grew we didn't have the same tastes any more. So I tested her. I disappear a whole weekend and returned to see her reaction and what happened? Nothing! She ignore it completely like nothing happened! Not even a why! I was and I am still so mad I stopped having friends. Then I tried it again with a different person. She was called Ofelia and she was a bully to me. I considered her best friend even though she was bullying me the whole time. Telling me I was odd, a villain. She never picked me during gym class instead she pick other people first and I was her best friend. I was so sad I tried to kill myself with a knife but something stopped me. When I finally had a chance I got myself away and decided to try again. Once again I was bullied. In this new school they called me worthless, ugly, witch. One person even threw a computer at me raging. I started to spend years alone with no friends, no trust for others and that's where I am now. I'm alone with no friends (I mean I have a friend online but I don't know anymore. Is he really a friend?) I just feel so lonely and hurt. Am I really a villain? A bad person like they say? I try to be so nice and this is what I get. I don't know if I want to live in this world anymore.
 
This thread is for sharing your struggles & helping others who are struggling. If you don't feel like sharing, that's perfectly alright. If you want to share, that's fine as well. Everyone is entitled to their own opinions - when it goes from discussion to argument, then we have a problem.

Back to the topic at hand or it'll be closed.
 
yup i think almost everyone has regrets in life, i know i do. Honestly i dont think im over being suicidal/depressed o.e i notice it creeping in the back of my mind once every so often.
 
Lily you are so incredible and I'm so sorry that you have to go through having CF. The truth is that a lot of kids do stupid things that put themselves at risk and you're certainly not the only one. It's the CF that's to blame, not you.

Here's my story of depression if it helps. I can also relate to the horrible experience of losing a sister.

My first experience with depression was when I was 6 and lost my mom to cancer. The same year we moved twice, I switched schools, and my grandma and my dad's girlfriend moved in with us. A lot of changes that I just couldn't handle. The depression resurfaced when I was 12, and got worse when I was 14. At the time my sister was dealing with a severe drug addiction which was really hard on my whole family. Then when I was 17 I started having depressive episodes where I became very suicidal, and these have continued into adulthood for me. They reached a peak last year (I was 22) when my sister died from an overdose (and possible suicide). I took the last year off school and began seeing a doctor for my depression. I'm now back in school and doing really well due to a good therapist and the right medication.

I know how hard it is, but hang in there! I'm glad that you're reaching out for help and please feel free to pm me to talk if that would help! It's a wonderful goal to become a teacher someday, and I just want you to know that I'll be thinking of you and rooting for you. Don't give up!
 
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I don't have much of a story, but I can feel my fears getting worse everyday. Death is a touchy subject for me.
 
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