I crept back into the room after her and climbed back into my bed, but I couldn't get to sleep. I kept thinking about James, and if I would ever find him, and if he was still alive.
I eventually fell asleep, only to wake up and bolt upright about 30 minutes later. I'd been thinking about James to much, and he was in my dream again. Well, nightmare, I guess.
I sat on the end of the bed and got another apple out, needing something to distract me. I tried to eat it quietly, but that's not ery easy to do with an apple. I assumed everyone had fallen asleep though, so it didn't matter as no one would hear anyway.
(Gotta go )
I lay in my bed staring at the ceiling. 5:30Am. My mind is still reeling from the dream previously. And no, it wasn't as bad like a monster ate me or zombies came out from the dead, it was a dream where I stood in the middle of the streets, everyone there, but no one listening. I screamed monster but no one heard. no one believed me. But a dark shadow stalked the people killing them one by one, one of the. Latching itself from person to person, it thrashes from side to side, killing the people In a beat. A slow satisfied laugh escaped my lips before I could stop it. they didn't listen to me and now they're dead! Serves them right... then came the part of realization. Yup, I realized that it was pretty twisted and ironic. Then I woke up. I hope I'm not that twisted in real life.
I am awake, but my eyes are closed. I groan, and turn over. My entire body and mind are aching from the previous day. The previous day. My eyes shoot open.
Oh gods. I'm in a room full of sleeping people. I look at my watch.
5:40 AM.
It also seems like everyone is waking up here and there. Misa chewing on an apple, Cindra staring at her watch, many people tossing and turning... Rough day ahead
As I sat eating my apple, I decided that I could practice my new spells. I clearly wasn't going to fall back asleep, and I couldn't see anyone sitting up from where I was so I assumed everyone was asleep. I grabbed my staff, got up, and sat in the nearest chair, loking for something to practice on. Noticing a glass of water on the table next to me, I tried freezing it. It took a few tries to freeze it perfectly, but I managed it in the end. I walked over to pick it up and look at what I'd done, but I accidentally dropped it, and it completely shattered. ****! If anyone is awake, they'll definitely have heard that!
After my hair is brushed, I grab my backpack and go outside, away from everyone.
Sometimes I feel so alone, but when I am near people, there are too many...
What is wrong with me?!?
I wake to the sound of a shattering coming from across the hall. No other brutes appeared to be awake so I lay in my bed playing with my hair. I check my alarm clock to see that it is just gone 5:40. Who on earth gets up this early? I think. Oh well, I guess I should get up. With no one else awake in the brute room, or at least I don't think, I decided to take an early shower and brush my hair. I fling on a loose black hoodie, my red skinny jeans and big black biker boots. With the left over bubble gum I had the other day, I stick it in and blow huge bubbles before flopping on my bed I wonder what the others are up to.
I put on easy fitting jeans, boots with metal tips/heels, a t-shirt, and my favorite jacket on before slipping on a tiny white-gold ring on my wedding finger. I cover it with my jacket sleeve. My thoughts drift off for a moment as I stared at the ring.