Sitting outside feels nice..However, I feel a sunburn forming, so I head inside without having the wound grow more agitated. Darn, I forgot to put on sunscreen. Poking at the red welt on my shoulder, I decide to head up into the Aura room to put some ointment on this thing.
I began punching the walls outside the Aura room; thump, thump thump. It somewhat calmed me down. I keep at it, not caring about the racket I was creating.
My eyes open slowly when I hear a scream. "Uhhhhh..." Me and James had the rest of the bottle to ourselves, so if the others had a hang over, ours was five times worse. Instead of getting up and checking on the noise, I fall back asleep.
Thump! Thump! I sigh as I heard the sound. Anger issues? I walk toward the source if the sound and peer inside. Hey, I'm supposed to go here anyway. "What's.. Wrong??" I ask.
I make it to the Aura room, where Cordelia is punching the wall. My usual shyness overcome by the desire to stop the noise, I yell at her, "Will you stop punching the freaking wall? I have a headache to begin with, you're making it ten times worse!"
"Maybe if you hadn't drank so many freaking glasses of vodka last night and actually practiced - y'know, the actual reason why we're here - maybe you wouldn't have a stupid headache!" I thrust another fist at the wall.
I can hear yelling.
I stagger out of the bathroom, and find Chiyoko and Cordelia fighting. "Hey... Why are you yelling at each other?" I ask obliviously. My hangover is diminishing.
"I wasn't going to, but I wanted to fit in! Everyone else was having fun, I just wanted to join in and be friends! I don't have anyone anymore, my only friend was Misa!" I yell at her again.
"At least you had a friend!" I say through gritted teeth, tense. "I don't have anyone!"
I'm overridden with anger; my face feels as if it's in a sauna, and I keep shaking.
"That's the thing, I don't! Misa was my best friend, my only friend, and now she's dead!" I yell, starting to break down in tears. My voice cracks right at the end.