So the dream starts with me sitting in the ground next to a leisure harbour located in Madrid, a city which has no sea whatsoever lmao sitting next to a famous person in the night, while watching some firework festival is going on, and we are clearly staring at the sky with its lights (i remember the date of the dream [not the real date] was somewhere between 20-30 of june, and a massive party was happening in the city, and just when the fireworks are over, this famous guy tells me a quote i never heard of (something like ''whenever i stare at the night sky, i can see how New York stars cry because of my failure''), and he had very wet eyes.
In the beginning, you are sitting down next to someone famous, watching the fireworks light up the night sky, when all of a sudden this person gives you a quote with tears in his eyes. Sitting down represents indecision and not knowing what to do about something. You are sitting on the ground which, using the other symbols, suggests that you might be getting closer in confronting and acknowledging other subconscious thoughts. The harbor represents shelter from either a stormy relationship or a chaotic situation. Perhaps you want to stay here and be safe until you can gather your thoughts again and prepare for any challenges. Since you are in Madrid despite being in a harbor, think about why Madrid is significant to you in relation to all of these symbols. It is a city which represents your social environment and sense of community. Madrid seems to be a big city, which suggests that you need to develop closer ties and relationships. You might be feeling alone. You happen to be sitting next to this famous person which signifies an increase to your prosperity and honor. The dream occurs at night which represents major setbacks and obstacles in achieving your goals. You might not be able to deal with a situation at the moment so you want to put your problems aside and come back to it later. This definitely goes hand in hand with you being in the harbor. There was a fireworks festival going on and the meaning of this festival can go two different ways. Positively, it could represent enthusiasm, creativity, happiness, celebration, and being in a good place. Negatively, the festival could be your way of trying to escape and blend in while releasing some hidden feelings that you did not want to let out. I kind of see it towards the negative because of the combination of the other symbols, but I put both in case you are able to figure it out much better. Lights in dreams represent illumination, clarity, guidance, understanding, and insight, but usually it?s insight and finding the truth. You also said that you were able to know the date which was June 20-30. June represents gains and progress towards your endeavors. Twenty represents needing support and feeling isolated (which goes with the negative aspect of the city). Thirty implies superficiality and not being genuine with your feelings. Perhaps these numbers go with the city where you are trying to blend in but you are trying to hide your feelings unsuccessfully. You were also at a party which suggests needing to go out more and enjoying yourself. For the quote itself, I?m going to take it apart piece by piece. ?Whenever I stare at the night sky? could just be about night which again represents major setbacks and needing to put issues aside to think about later. However, it is also about new beginnings and reflection. I think in this case, it refers more to reflection. ?New York? represents a fast paced lifestyle and how thing might be moving so fast that you are unable to keep up. It might also be about desires for more excitement and striving for success. ?Stars? represent excellence, success, and aspirations. You might be putting decisions in luck, being idealistic (starry eyed) or are trying to evaluate a situation. The stars ?cry? which represents your own feelings. ?Failure? refers to fears of inadequacy and low self-esteem. You might be overwhelmed with the pressure to succeed. Put together, ?Whenever I stare at the night sky, I can see how New York stars cry because of my failure? could mean that you might be having some setbacks that you were reflecting and thinking about in your drive for success. These setbacks might have put so much pressure that you cry and feel overwhelmed with inadequacy and wanting to succeed. The pressure and the tears are further shown by the famous person. Perhaps it is easier to see someone famous have watery eyes and to feel an understanding with you than it is to see it in yourself. I think this portion of the dream represents your indecision in what to do with your desires for success. You might be unconsciously seeking some help from this famous person who I think now represents that desire for success and recognition. This fireworks festival in the harbor is trying to prepare you to think about the situation. I definitely lean more towards the negative meaning now as it seems that you want to escape this pressure and look for a way out and express hidden feelings, but you are also conflicted in wanting to blend in and keep them hidden. Though fear not, as June represents you are making progress. You might just be having setbacks and you need to think in order to gain success.
After that, he tells me to meet him in an specific place (a McDonalds). He goes by himself, and after a while, i begin walking to go to the McDonalds. I first exit the leisure harbour, and begin walking through a very very dark park in which i start feeling super scared because i think someone is going to strike me. After exiting the park i know some things happened, but i can't really remember. The next scene i have memories of is entering the McDonalds. There is a huuuuge queue filled with young people (20-24 years old) all dressed up for a party or something, and i go straight to order something, they give me a phone because the famous person wasn't there, and the next i remember is me walking by a weird and middle-low class suburb with very narrow streets, jumping some minor walls to continue walking and ending up by the end of the suburb, in the start of a road leading to the countryside with 0 lights with a signal which says ''Princess' street'' (an important avenue of Madrid). I first try to walk a bit, but with only two steps taken, i decide to go back because i'm super scared.
Meetings in this sense could mean that you are learning to accept different parts of yourself and put them into your personality. Technically you seemed to be late or you missed this meeting, so it represents anxieties in not being able to complete your goals. You might be feeling unprepared in a situation or challenge. In the beginning, when this famous person left you, it refers again to that feeling of not being able to keep up and questioning your abilities. However, you did walk with ease through the park, as scary as it is, which means that you are still steadily progressing to your goals. When interpreting walking, we need to look at the destination. In this case, it is McDonalds. McDonalds? significance depends on your view of McDonalds. If you like McDonalds, then it represents happiness and a worry-free attitude. It can also be about living large and to expand your thinking by ?supersizing it.? However, if you don?t like McDonalds then it could represent something in your life that is unhealthy. Therefore, you are either progressing towards happiness, expanded thinking, or unhealthiness depending on your view. Before you get to McDonalds, however you go through a dark park scared. Being afraid represents feelings of self-doubt, incompetence, and a lack of control in your waking life. You might have second thoughts on a recent decision. Sometimes in dreams, anger pretends to be fear, so you might actually be angry in this case. Parks represent escape from reality and renewal. Since it is dark and you were scared, it could mean that you are going through a readjustment period after personal conflict. Perhaps you were going towards your goal of happiness, but then have to readjust and this might have either given you feelings of self-doubt and a lack of control or have made you angry. When you did reach McDonalds, you see a large line of young people dressed for a party. Lines represent needing to be more aware of a situation or relationship while young people represent a fresh outlook in your life and a need to be more playful and carefree. This aspect of youth is more implied by their dress for a party, which suggests needing to get out more and enjoy yourself. If I?m wrong, ignore this symbol, but it seems as though you cut through the line? If so, it indicates carelessness and trying to achieve success without the work. It can also suggest feeling unfairly treated. You then get a phone in your dream which represents communications and relationships with others. Perhaps you are trying to contact the famous person, representing your trying to contact and reach success. You might have been trying to get to success and either want to do it without work or you feel unfairly treated and have not been able to reach it. Then you walk in a suburban area, which also has different meanings depending on your views. It can either be potential, growth, and prosperity or sameness and monotony. It is either representing your family or telling you to not be the same. That I will leave to you because it really depends on your views of the suburbs. Streets represent life paths and the condition represent show much control you have over your direction in life. They were narrow so they represent struggles in your journey and feeling restricted in your direction in life. You might also be experiencing some narrow-mindedness. Within these streets you jumped over walls, which suggests that you are still able to confront obstacles and get around barriers with success and ease. At some point you reach the end of the suburbia road and the beginning of the countryside road. The end represents that either an achievement has been reached or that your time is running out and you need to decide. The beginning represents valuable time being wasted and that you need to get on with life and put plans into motion. Therefore, I think the end means time running out and needing to decide. This time it is a road that you see, which represents your sense of direction and how you are going through your goals. Since the road has no lights, it reflects controversial or frightening choices which you have made or are making. This road lead to the countryside, which is representative of seeking a simpler way of life or freedom that is lacking in your daily life. This road had a sign that said ?princess street (Calle de la Princesa if I?m not mistaken?)? and when thinking about streets we need to note the significance of the name of the street. You probably know more than I do about the significance so make sure you factor that in, but from what I gather it is important in that this is where a palace with the most prominent family of Europe is located. We can also factor in the literal meaning of the street name using street and princess. Princess represents realizing your full potential but still needing development. It can also be representative of being too demanding or acting spoiled. Perhaps the street name itself means that in your life you are either reaching your full potential or that you are being too demanding and spoiled. You wanted to go through with it, but then you take only two steps and turn back out of fear. I think in this case, the fear is your self-doubt. The two steps you take might represent balance, diversity, cooperation, or receptivity. I have said before that it can be double weakness or double strength. You turn back which represents altering the course in your life and changing directions. It could also mean that you have made a wrong decision. I think in this case, it represents doubting how you are changing your course in life. The two steps depends on how you are thinking about this self-doubt. This portion of the dream seems to be about your life course. You seem to want to look into different parts of your personality and want to achieve success and your goals, however, you have some self-doubt and feel unprepared to face the obstacles. Perhaps another goal is reaching happiness, but you seem unable to reach it due to unfair treatment. It seems you are able to get through goals despite your self-doubt, but you feel a sense that you are wasting time and that deadlines are approaching. You might be afraid of the choices you have been making in the process. Whatever the meaning comes for suburbia, it seems that you are trying to change your course in life, but your self-doubt pulls you back. Although you are reaching your potential, you still need development and that might frighten you.
I continue walking through the suburbs, and i remember i have battery on my phone, so i check where am i and how to go to my house, but the battery is at 8%. I try following a route the phone told me to follow, but it leads me nowhere. I start feeling very very anxious about missing my mom (actually weird, because i'm not that bonded with her) and the next part of the dream is skipped. The next scene i remember is the last one, in which it must be between 5-6 a.m, so the sky has a bit more of light, and i'm hiding in the bushes, looking at the city road that is next to me and how the people pass by. Many come, but i vividly remember two: a street cleaner who is just doing its job, and an old lady with a helmet riding a scooter who passes by the road, and just when she is going to get out of my sight, she turns her head and looks at my eyes for a millisecond. Then i wake up.
Then you keep walking through the suburbs. This means you continue walking with progress either in potential and growth or in sameness and monotony. Since your battery is low, it suggests being emotionally exhausted or feeling low. It also gives a different significance with your phone, representing a lack of understanding or having difficulties getting through to someone. What I find funny and ironic is that eight is usually power and regeneration. Whenever the number eight appears you have to trust your instincts and intuition. Perhaps it could mean that you need to digest this information that you are walking through either progress or sameness and are having difficulties getting through to someone. It seems that you are trying to use your phone to get to a location which indicates a path of self-discovery. However, it leads to nowhere, which means that you are at an abrupt end in the pursuit of your goals and that you need to find another way to achieve them. This current path is not working out and you need to reevaluate your options. The anxiety you feel about this reflects anxiety you feel that is normally repressed in waking life. Since you are not that bonded with your mother, I suggest that it might reflect problems in seeking individuality and development. You think that the hour might be 5 or 6 because of the little bit of light coming from the dawn of morning. Hours represent the passage of time and can possibly be reminding you of appointments or deadlines. I think the best meaning for five is the change of path or altering your course, while the best meaning of 6 seems to be cooperation, balance, and tranquility. They seem to be themes occurring and things that you want in the dream. Dawn represents rejuvenation, enlightenment, and vitality. You are not gaining a new understanding or start in life. However, despite this new understanding, you are hiding behind a bush and looking at other people pass you by. Hiding behind a bush suggest keeping something a secret and not being completely open. You might be seeking protection. For the road and the people, we need to look at who is on this road as they show how you are pursuing your goals. The street cleaner represents needing to clean up some things in your life in order to move forward. These excess things are keeping you from reaching your goals. The old woman can either be concerns of aging or wisdom and insight. She is wearing a helmet that either represents protection or needing to keep your thoughts and ideas guarded. The scooter she is riding on represents enjoying a position of power and noticing her looking back at you represents connection and understanding. It seems that you are pursuing your goals by removing excess things and enjoying power while keeping your thoughts guarded. For this part of the dream, you seem to still be reaching progress, but whether it?s good or bad depends on that suburbia meaning. I really can?t tell since it depends on your ideas of suburbia. However, it seems that you are having difficulties communicating and keeping energy. You need to trust your instincts and find a better path to reach your goals. There is anxiety and problems with individuality and development, but you are working to change your path and seek a new understanding and start in life. There are indications that you are keeping secrets, perhaps it is secrets in how you are trying to reach your goals. It suggests that you are removing excess things and enjoying power while keeping your thoughts guarded.
In summary, your dream seems to be about how you are progressing towards the path to success. As you can tell there seems to be good parts and bad parts, setbacks and achievements laid out in this path. At times you are able to succeed and at times you are not. It is significant that you start at night in a festival, where you are keeping your problems at bay until you can solve them, and then you end towards dawn where you seek a new path and new strategies in achieving your goals. You also sought advice from a famous person, or advice for success, but it seems that you are out of reach with that aspect of yourself. You either need or want to be more social, have more happiness, and be more relaxed, but there are certain pressures and restrictions on you that prevent that. There have been times where you are able to go over your obstacles and reach success, but your anxieties seem to pull you back. There?s a lot of second thoughts, doubt, and some possible anger. You are, however, changing your course and figuring out new ways to reach success.