If you're not comfortable with your name then you can simply stop using it. I only ever use my legal name on official paperwork. I haven't introduced myself by it in a good fifteen years now.
I have a very slight obsession with skincare and bath products. Okay,
more than slight. As in I once seriously considered switching from biomedical science to the cosmetic sciences I am that fascinated by it. I've been saying for a good year+ now that I should start an Instagram account of bath art photography.
That particular bath bomb was called Black Rose by Lush. It was discontinued earlier this year.
When you have issues with the nerves and tendons in your hands, spending 20 minutes scrubbing a bath tub is not a good thing. It also stained my skin.

Glad I didn't wash my hair in it. I have white hair that sucks up any pigment put near it. I can't even leave shampoo on my hair too long otherwise it takes on the colour.