VanitasFan26

I know they always tell me "do things that make you happy" like it does help but then in minutes it just fades away very quickly. I feel like I'm losing my mind. Being happy all the time is bad for me because it causes my emotions to get bottled up so easily. Trying to act like "everything is fine" is killing me inside. I have to be more brutally honest with myself and what I say really matters. Cannot hide from that feeling anymore.

Feel like I am just forcing myself to do stuff, because life has become so boring, but then I realize I am hurting my own mental well being. I gotta stop doing that, its such a bad habit I have.

I really have no friends at the moment. Its fine it does not bother me at all.

uh.. hello!
I was wondering how are you today.

I sometimes wonder if Nintendo even intended for people to play New Horizons for a lot longer, maybe they would've if it had more stuff to do. I know there is new dialogue with villagers when you talk to them and they intended for you to talk to them throughout the day and you would get the dialogue you want, but they really didn't think about the next day when all those conversations repeat. Also its been over a year and the game still hasn't evolved or changed at all. Feels like its stuck in the past and something is holding it back from changing.

I feel like sometimes people take designing way too seriously with their islands which is one of the reasons I've seen people get so mad and frustrated with the game. I mostly blame Social Media for trying to compare who has the better island. The reality is there is no such thing as a "perfect island" your island can be just as good as long as "you" are happy with it. You don't need to let people tell you otherwise. I know from experience what it feels like to feel "pressured" to have a great looking island, but at the end of the day, just make what stands out to you.

I really don't get how people have good trades going well for them, while I have to put with people who are unresponsive and having to deal with 1 star reviews. I had to deal with this last year and I tried to give it a chance this year, but its actually worse than I thought. I don't get how people can be "Online" and not respond. I get they have lives, but its one thing to make an offer and then suddenly disappear with no response. If there was a trading feature added to New Horizons that was more user friendly this would not be so complicated!

Just restarted my 2nd island and its named "Bridgeton" (based off of Wario's hometown) Here is the dream if you want to check it out. Its still in development, just as an idea of how I plan my layout while designing the island. DA-7103-4863-9909

I am just so tired. Tired of dealing with all this craziness that is going on........

UGH....this pandemic has been going for 18 whole months and NOTHING has even improved. I blame the people who didn't get vaccinated soon enough. Its their fault for making this situation drag on a lot longer than it needed to be.

I just feel like I am someone who just make things to be a big deal but then I realized that I let my own anger and sadness consume me. It gets me in a sour mood and makes me avoid talking to others just so I would not make them feel uncomfortable. I know people often ask me things like "Whats wrong" then the moment I describe the incident I just get a "whatever you're just full of yourself" response. I really cannot express my problems so well and I just feel stuck.....

I told myself I would never trade again, but I went back on Nookazon and to my shock all the trades have been going well, but then eventually it started to go downhill. 3 days ago I won an Auction for 40 Mystery Gifts and the seller didn't get back to me for like 2 days. I already filed a report and to this day I am still waiting because they keep saying "be patient" (god I hate that phrase). Now I remember why I left that site, people are too unresponsive, mods take weeks to get to your report, and of course dealing with people who try to scam you. I say this because I've been scammed last year and I will always remain very cautious around others who trade with me.

(sigh) I sometimes ask myself "Why do I even bother.....?" and it puts me in really sour mood.....

I was passing by and decided to say hi. ^-^
How are you?

Being Introvert can be lonely at times, but it doesn't bother me whatsoever. When I have a few people who I can talk too that understands me better thats good also.

I feel meh today.....

People need to understand that just because your island is "not perfect" doesn't mean its bad. Stop comparing yourself to others. You do your island the way you want. It doesn't have to be perfect and it doesn't need to have a theme. You do whatever you think is best for you. I've seen some people trying to shame others because they think their islands are too "barren" or they should just use more items. Its never a good thing to say that. This game was not designed for competition.

DA-0241-2851-2864 thats my main island if anyone wants to visit. I am not a perfect person and I am not going to act like this is the "best island" but I made it based on my personal tastes that fits me as a person.

Hey, I'm glad you're OK! I also suffer from depression as well, but if you ever need someone to talk to, I'm always here. Hopefully people aren't toxic to you this time

Hello! I didn’t realize you were back. How goes it?