i think bc it's here and because it's big, targeted to ppl our age at a concert of an artist i enjoy, as well as how people have been affected by it?? i feel awful for the families who are still looking for their children and relatives, the kids whose parents and grandparents and aunties and uncles or friends' parents were waiting for them and they ended up dying or getting hurt with the children lost.
i also feel awful for ari, she must feel so much responsibility and fear and guilt even though it wasn't down to her, but i see why she'd feel responsible since she just wanted fans to have the greatest night of their lives, not their last.