nonono, dont apologize! you shouldnt feel bad at all for doing it. you learned you needed more time to improve from it!
hmm. maybe my download link would work on your laptop? its a specific dropbox I got from a friend, soI doubt its the same download. ive actually had diff downloads of things work when others didnt, so its worth a shot?
ok im going to pm u critique and tips bc this usually gets really long so itll be with you in a bit