Recent content by Neb

I keep getting irritated every day and it’s tiring. I wasted so many years of my life getting hurt online by dozens of people and all I can do is have firmer boundaries with who I interact with privately. Thinking about all the times I’ve been hurt makes me mad.

I bought a cold brew (like I do nearly every day).

I am single and didn’t enter my first relationship until a few months ago. It was a toxic relationship I had with someone I met online and it didn’t last long for multiple reasons. I wouldn’t do it again unless it was someone I was really enthusiastic about and they were comfortable with my...

The bus ride through the mountains was a lot less fun than I thought. It was two and a half hours with no cell service, no restroom, and tinted windows, so I couldn't even enjoy the view. For once I'm actually happy to back home.

If I didn't have so many connections on Discord I would've deleted my account weeks ago. Discord has traumatized me in so many ways and it feels like a toxic relationship. I've wasted entire days just mindlessly chatting with people on Discord instead of enjoying my hobbies. I've put too much...

I don’t do much to celebrate Halloween anymore, but I’m playing Night in the Woods and Castlevania Symphony of the Night for the spooky season. I might also read some horror books too.

Currently I do contract work at a business that makes swag bags for various companies. That usually entails stamping tags, building boxes, and putting stuffing into teddy bears. It’s a temporary job, but it’s decent work experience.

I picked up a 480hz 1440p OLED monitor for my PC. Some people on Reddit complained about that particular monitor, but I love the colors and contrast on it. I enjoy the monitor so much that I even plugged my PS5 and Switch 2 into it just so I had an excuse to use it more.

I realized I am trans again, and now I refer to myself as genderfluid. Having random bouts of dysphoria with no consistency is awful. I never know when the dysphoria comes and even if I medically transitioned I'd still feel the dysphoria when I feel like a man. I also hate the extra attention...

I’ve been looking at places to live for a few years and after lots of thinking I’m probably going to settle in upstate New York. The cost of living is low and there’s nice nature up there.

Just finished a meal at a deli.

Quite a few. Samabi, Fields of Mistria, Momodora, Mataphor Refantazio, and The Messenger to name a few.

I’ve been playing Tokyo Mirage Sessions and it has to be one of the strangest games Nintendo has ever been involved in. It’s a crossover with Shin Megami Tensei and Fire Emblem and doesn’t feel like either series in terms of tone. The combat is fantastic though, and I’m having so much fun that I...

I’m looking forward to the latest Atelier game, but I’m still marathoning the older games. At the moment I’m finishing up Atelier Lulua before going to Atelier Sophie. This new game easily has the best graphics in the series up to this point and seeing returning characters in so much detail is...

Does this site still have a future? I’m so saddened by the lack of new posts or threads. Every time I come back it gets even quieter.