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Oh! you're awake??-

I'm so sorry I kind of trailed off and stuff.. ;w;

Sure! I will, what kind of things do you have planned??

Yeah.. D: *goes to chatango*

I might! but it depends.. xwx;; if I can't finish it today, I will be finishing it tomorrow. D;

Although *puffs cheeks* person was rude on my mutsuki video =w=

Ah, sorry! I had to clean dishes </3

Yay then something can actually happen. x'D
They do a lot of thinking about eachother (in bad ways too) but never actually do anything haha. ;v;

Perhaps when he's "teaching her a lesson"? :3

I'm tempted to, at some point, just have Z kiss him, and then both will be like... um wtf just happened and it will be cute and ugh <3

GOOD glad to hear it. :>

Really?! <3 eep! should I post it on wishy?

Whatcha think? <3

Sorry for disappearing! There was so much going on. D:
So we're still gonna make Zasper happen, right? :>

And how are you? I feel like it's been ages. ;n;

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yv9Tomevg4g

IT'S BECAUSE I WAS FINISHING THIS VIDEO AND I FEEL PROUD ;w; *sniffles*

I say I think a LOT when I'm depressed also 'to the point of' xwx;; oh god- I just noticed that, my typing also gets horrid and gross. I'm replying to the mansion cause it might help to vent through Charles or something.. ugh;;

It might be disgusting but everyone has to do it in their own way, for me, I like to get hurt.. it makes me feel better ;w; I like physical pain, it makes me feel a lot better </3

I think you should try to vent more but at the same time make sure to not bottle up your emotions nor let them out all at once..? ;w;

I think I'm just hurt over everything today and I need to just stop it- ;w; although at the same point I don't want you to be suffering xwx;;

One day you'll be able to, I'm not sure when but.. I'm sure one day. ;w;

Alrighty.. ;w;

Well I want you to know if it is ANYWAY my fault, that I'm sorry... because I know that I haven't felt my best today and I keep getting hurt over every little thing- ;w;

Eeep..... Is there anyway to make you feel a little better?... though I can see why;; you're going through a lot, it's more or less not just because your heart is dark as you claim, but it's probably also because you bottle up your emotions as I've said ;w;

Are you sure? ;w;

I'm honestly sorry because I feel like that is somehow my fault, I'm really just not alright today and I've been hurt since the moment I woke up, I shouldn't of woken up today ;w;

o-oh my.... are you alright? I don't think not getting involved with people Is the problem, it's just that you bottle up too much and when you try to let anything out it ends up being a whole lot more than you can handle and it probably consumes others as well on accident.. xwx;;

It's not a bad thing, just... I don't know, I want you to express yourself but I don't want you to treat me differently than you normally do.. ;w; I'm so sorry if I sound like a pain right now..

Because I keep thinking you're mad at me/not interested in talking to me, I feel hurt about every little thing today.. ;w; I keep overthinking every little thing, I was nearly in tears when my fiancé and me went out to eat earlier, I tried to be intimate with my fiancé a second ago and he asked 'why' which made me even MORE depressed .. ;w;

No it's not.. ;w; you just seem really.. different, today, and it's worrying me and just making me feel unwanted for some reason;;

I think I'm depressed;;

Though it's not force, it's just... you seem really out of it today? ;w;