Kildor

Kildor

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  • Shirohibiki
    the funny thing is im like the furthest from workaholic ever
    i procrastinate 9000x more than i work
    thats why im pushing myself, because i know if i dont, what happened with my friend's trade will happen with these. my depression is just too bad and likes to make me not be able to do things pbbbbbbbbbbbtttttttttt
    i should try watching tv i guess :'c i caught up on MLP the other day, but i have some adventure time episodes ive missed...
    Shirohibiki
    mm, i should be eating more, i barely eat but theres never anything good pbbbt
    i also dont know how to get away from the internet lmfao i flip my **** if it goes out for an hour oh boy... immmmm a mess bro idk
    Shirohibiki
    i already napped today ): if i do it again itll just be me going to sleep haha
    i use sleeping as a negative coping skill so im technically not supposed to do it pbbbt
    Shirohibiki
    i just feel bad if i take too long, and the longer i take, the more i wont want to do them. i start procrastinating and **** gets REALLY bad. so i have to force myself. i still owe one of my dearest friends a trade, and it has now been 7 months or so since we agreed on it. she drew my half a while ago. i get overwhelmed and i just shut down. i wish i was better at handling all of this.
    BUT BLAH BLAH THATS JSUT ME WHINING
    Nooblord
    Are you Jarod? If so, can you open? I'm not sure who keeps causing the disconnections.
    Shirohibiki
    -sighs- ive been a wreck for the past few days so its really hard to draw... i... hope i can get some stuff out tonight, but its just so hard. i thought about closing it after this batch earlier today, because i hate what my style is doing (aka being all over the place), and i dont know if my art is worth what people are paying me with all the ****ing quality changes.
    i dunno. im gonna draw something for hyogo tho so maybe i wont close it down. im just having a really hard time with everything, i cant even cycle
    Shirohibiki
    yeah i kinda just watched in silence
    [head in hands] man... why am i always drawn to those trainwrecks tbh its just stressful lol
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