boujee

Knowing that me being Naive like I have been recently was bothering you like this, I now know that I should be toning it down to avoid this again with you or anyone else in that matter.

I'm a little weird to work around, I certainly have my faults for giving too much trust to people I don't know too much about, I apologize for the bother and hope I can make things better for the both of us.

That's all you had to say, honestly, I feel much better now.
I admit, I am a little too naive, it's my weakness I know but sometimes I just can't help it, I'm sorry it's made you feel uneasy, I can't make any promises, but I will try to care for myself more.

I've just lost quite alot of self willpower after my mother died, so I rely on the second best thing and help others out instead.

I'm not exactly filling the void I lost with him by buying art of characters I've come to love and respect, Corrin is amazingly wonderful because I can feel like I can relate to him, he doesn't want to be a part of war, he just wants peace, I love to see how people draw him in their style of work, It's nothing to fill in the void as you might think, if anything, I'm PUNISHING him for doing that, spending the bells HE gave me.

Depression or not, I still feel like I should value someone more than myself.
I am however sick and tired of being exploited by people.

You may call it hand holding, but I want to be the best person I can be to other people, It's sometimes rewarded me, it's also led to exploitation, but still I do what I can for others.

I really don't have any care on myself, If I was to die naturally, I would accept it.

i'll try cant really sleep tho :/

I'm sorry if I care more for my friends than myself, I really am.

Then what am I meant to do in this situation? this is a first time I've ever had to be put through something like this, people usually just tell me what I've done wrong, I consider changing it for the best and everyone's happy, but you keep throwing "Guess it" at me and it's just annoying me at this point because I can't better myself for someone if they can't even tell me what I'm doing wrong, even if it is so painfully obvious as you say it is.

do it!

I'd love for it to be dropped but seeing "It'll just happen again" has gotten ME feeling uncomfortable.

I mean, I can always just not say anything anymore, something about me bothers you and that's the last thing I'd want to happen to someone who's atleast shown a little friendliness toward me.

...This isn't leading anywhere, each time I say something it's always being thrown back to me.

nah i cant really take bath it's 11 pm here lol i'd wake the building

lel they are kinda dead anyways so eh :/

I never really have, I know, I think I gave one suggestion and that was it.

This issue is puzzling me, we don't exactly have any deep conversations so I don't know if it's just me in general that bothers you or it's something with how I type or what?

hopefully one stands out enough to help out

When you ask me for ideas for OC stuff.
If it's not that, then what is it?

for hair? let me look at styles really quick.

A little weird to feel troubled, is it because sometimes you've asked for some help and I haven't really done much for it?

Sometimes I just don't have right words or creative freedom to help suggest ideas or anything like that.

yeah that's a toss up. it could be like anything. swirly, wavy, short, spiky, anything. :O

ooh that's cute i like that!