lazuli

:'c such tinysmall
14 yr old senpai /cries

omg I cant answer questions about myself

like ill ramble about myself to people for hours but if im directly asked about it I cant

my bio: well I went to the year three thousand
it was the same but we lived underwater
AND YOUR GREAT GREAT GREAT GRANDUAGHTER
is doin fine

im like 90% boring af and 90% awful thats 180% who wants to be my friend

I just have one sibling. sometimes I wish I was an only child so my parents would just accept me and not think its weird that im not as open as my brother but ugh I do love him jsust ufhdjfjrnd

YES THATS ME TOO or like I try to copy people that everyone likes

I JUST WANT SO DESPERATELY TO BE LIKED

its sort of my grossest feature, the copying peoples personalities thing

idk who I even am anymore y/k

im really quiet around people i dont know well but im rowdy and annoying with my friends I have the worst of both worlds

like ok idk how I even have friends??? I met like oneperson and everyone after that was forced into a friendship with me

also is it ust a thing for the more successful sibling to be more intolerable to be around or

idk what I am

I slack off a lot so I get bad grades in the second semester but I never make any cs

id have to check parent portal and im too lazy

yay accomplishment

my brother is like a super social talkative guy (though infuriatingly condescending and he has this new exercise diet kick thats annoying as all hell like if iM eating something I put together for myself hell look at the calories or whatver and just be like "well its not very healthy for you but I understand you dont want to better yourself" shut up shut up shut uP AHHHHHHJJ GJ FK

he gets on my nerves a lot

hes def the more accomplished child and im def the disappointment, though my mom agrees with me that hes insufferable to be around half the time, hes successful and thats all that matters

it feels old ]:

UR ****IN INBOX IS FULL
BUT LMAO TYSM <33333 ILU

aw hell yea 14 y/o chump club

no but seriously youre so talented for 14???? wh you ARE advanced in art like woah

how long have you been drawing? ive been drawing since I was 9 and havent gotten much of anywhere

idk if I have anything, my family has never taken me to any sort of therapy for them to diagnose me, and I dont want to self diagnose, but i think I might have depression?? im not sure how to properly diagnose though so

I only took spanish bc there was nothing else I was interested in. apparently its good for when you apply to college

speaking of college, my brother got a full scholarship to one and it sort of makes me really scared I wont be able to do the same and that ill be the family disappointment y/k? college scares me I dont like thinking about the future

tbh the ONLY thing ive learned from any art class is that the arms reach to about mid thigh

thats it I learned everything else on my lonesome

my drawing teacher hates me bc I slack off too much. I slack off bc I hate the class. ill probably try harder next year but last year drawing was my only B lmao...

my other elective is spanish and no hablo espanol bueno

ive taken spanish for 3 years and im still bad at it lmfao. my main problem is remembering words, I have a horrible memory.

like literally the worst memory like if I get focused on something while im just about to do it ill complrtely forget what I was about to do which is why a lot of my topics end with no real conclusion in a conversation.

wait how old are you? like in what grade and whatnot

im 14 in 9th, and I took ffa last year so I started all over with d rawing I this year.

UGH I HATE MY DRAWING CLASS LIKE

ITS NOT EVEN DRAWING ITS LITERALLY JUST ART WITH A WORSE TEACHER I WISH I WAS IN ART

im taking drawing 2 next year tho bci wanna get in ap art asap

well not completely

realistic

like cartoon realism

i hate complete realism ugh

uGH WHY DID I EVER ANIME ITS LITERALLY DESTROYING ME

no ive seen your shop

its good to have like a wibbl;y style

my style is like

always changing and it gets frustrating?? i get very frustrated that i cant get a solid style and it eventually develops into art block

i want something cartoony but realistic but i cant escape the anime.........

wh at no its lovely hhhh

HHHHH my style is always changing and sucks

like my most recent drawing (sketch pff) is this: http://fc05.deviantart.net/fs71/f/2014/132/a/d/emmasmayor_by_debinoresu-d7i5m8k.png and thats not even my normal style

why,.... styles...

oH MY GOD WHAT A DOLL

hwhdklhhhhhhhhh
lmememe kiss her face like a billion

i come up with nzames by translating **** paksyi baltas is bird of wqhite ty google translate

also did u draw that bc if so youir style is like my favortie thing?? woah

NO YOUR FANTROLLS SOUND AWESOME

this is my gala of **** nerds: http://sta.sh/2ym20ffut8d?edit=1 they're all beforian bc alternian trolls are boring ****s #yolo

dairus is the oldest sprite in there what a ****ing poopy diaper baby s2g

YOUR TROLLS SOUND COIOL THOUGH TALK..

also yea I was wondering how much effort you put into your posts?? like I was guessing you typed **** in msparp to make sure you didn't miss any parts of his quirk. it seems like a whole lot of effort that im not ever willing to exert

I usually rp on msparp

or

well

I only rp on msparp lmfao

I also like rping as my fantrolls but everyone on msparp hates fantrolls so

kanaya is my fav troll to rp as tbh I love being sarcastic/sassy w/ her, though admittedly its hard to pick up a convo while being her. id like to learn how to rp meenah but im no good with puns. ive rped as karkat some but hes difficult to rp well as without using reptitive phrases (also I cant remember troll terms for **** and he uses the most troll terms)

I also frequent as a rose

"eridan is kinda boring and lame" oh my god reading that in karkats quirk was perfect

so whats the deal are u just gonna try and cycle through and be every troll or did you just get bored of being eridan

(I didn't even know that it's possible to change your name mog)

your siggy.. cant help but notice..♥