me and my brother arent really that close. we dont tell eachother much about our personal lives at all and there are some days when we didnt even talk at all. during july this year, he graduated from highschool. during the unbelievebly long & torturous ceremony i attended, i realized that i only have like two months with him until everything changes and nothing will be the same after he moves out and into his college dorm. he paid a visit recently and just left yesterday and of course, we spent as much time as we could gaming together and watching anime like we used to do, but whenever i walk into him room is feels so empty. its clean and everything i remember that used to be there is gone. its just weird walking into his room like that. he wont be residing in our house for more than a month bc hes under the constant pressure of having to study and find a job. that being said, i really regret not spending that much time with him. he'd constantly try getting me into watching anime and play smash bros with him or something, but i always refused because i was dealing with my own issues. i didnt realize any of that until the day we had to take off for our eight hour road trip to his college tbh