orchidflesh
Creature of the Night
Hi friends, it?s been an incredibly long time since I?ve logged onto the bell tree, let alone even played animal crossing new leaf *cries a bit*.
Life has taken a toll on me in the past year & I?ve been incredibly depressed & just in general, all over the place.
But that?s not the point of this post.
I started thinking about my animal crossing new leaf town the other day, about how it?s literally the exact way I wanted it to be. I have all of my favorite villagers, I have an immense amount of rare items & a LOT of sets. I have all the fruit, my museum is pretty dang full too.
But, I can?t help hating everything about it. I hate how I relied so heavily on cycling out villagers to get the ones I wanted. I hate how I did so many in game trades for special items. I feel like I cheated the game, if that makes any sense? Instead of just playing to play, like I used to with my prior town I had in 2016, I played frantically & obsessively to get the things I wanted, even doing scary time travel jumps & messing certain things up. I miss playing just to play, and being excited to open up my DS daily to see what new things awaited me.
I guess the point of this post is to ask, should I just delete my entire town? Start over from scratch? Try things a new way & just let the game be how it?s supposed to be, even if I end up with villagers I dislike & it takes an incredibly long time? Granted, my nintendo switch gets a lot of attention from me (and sidenote: I am so excited for New Horizons!) but, I guess I just miss New Leaf incredibly but I can?t bear to play in a town I feel like I cheated to get.
I know a lot of people cycle & do what they want to do to get villagers & items etc, no shame on you if you do so! This isn?t a ?oh you?re a bad player if you do these things? post, but for me, I feel so wrong about the things I did to get where I am.
I think if I close everything down, I will be making a post on one of the forum sites here to get rid of all my items, either for free, or for very very very cheap. If you?re interested in something like that, let me know. I think I?m going to open my town for the first time in like.... 9 months & take inventory of the things I have.
Let me know what you think. Thanks!
Life has taken a toll on me in the past year & I?ve been incredibly depressed & just in general, all over the place.
But that?s not the point of this post.
I started thinking about my animal crossing new leaf town the other day, about how it?s literally the exact way I wanted it to be. I have all of my favorite villagers, I have an immense amount of rare items & a LOT of sets. I have all the fruit, my museum is pretty dang full too.
But, I can?t help hating everything about it. I hate how I relied so heavily on cycling out villagers to get the ones I wanted. I hate how I did so many in game trades for special items. I feel like I cheated the game, if that makes any sense? Instead of just playing to play, like I used to with my prior town I had in 2016, I played frantically & obsessively to get the things I wanted, even doing scary time travel jumps & messing certain things up. I miss playing just to play, and being excited to open up my DS daily to see what new things awaited me.
I guess the point of this post is to ask, should I just delete my entire town? Start over from scratch? Try things a new way & just let the game be how it?s supposed to be, even if I end up with villagers I dislike & it takes an incredibly long time? Granted, my nintendo switch gets a lot of attention from me (and sidenote: I am so excited for New Horizons!) but, I guess I just miss New Leaf incredibly but I can?t bear to play in a town I feel like I cheated to get.
I know a lot of people cycle & do what they want to do to get villagers & items etc, no shame on you if you do so! This isn?t a ?oh you?re a bad player if you do these things? post, but for me, I feel so wrong about the things I did to get where I am.
I think if I close everything down, I will be making a post on one of the forum sites here to get rid of all my items, either for free, or for very very very cheap. If you?re interested in something like that, let me know. I think I?m going to open my town for the first time in like.... 9 months & take inventory of the things I have.
Let me know what you think. Thanks!