Anxiety

KCourtnee

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Does anyone here have anxiety?

I just found out today I did. Last night, it was about 10:30pm and I was home alone. It was quiet and usually when it gets quiet I think about scary things that might happen, such as power going out (I'm deathly afraid of the dark), someone breaking in my house, house catching on fire, dying, things like that.

Today I had a bad anxiety attack. I called my dad to come pick me up and take me to his house and I was scared I was going to have to go to the hospital or emergency room (I'm deathly afraid of hospitals, even when I'm visiting someone). I went to his house, I had trouble breathing (symptom of anxiety disorder) and my fingers and hands and forearms started going numb. Then my mouth started going numb. My dad said it might be anxiety or a panic attack. Knowing that probably isn't a big deal, I calmed down and, thankfully, lost the numbness. My dad read out the symptoms for anxiety and I had quite a few of them. Trouble breathing, watching for signs of danger, sweating, anticipating the worst, muscle tentions, shaking, nausea, and chest pains. I have all of those :/

I hate anxiety... but I know it's anxiety cuz I'm not thinking about bad things and I'm concentrating on playing Sims 3 (was playing before this) and I'm feeling fine, no numbness, trouble breathing, or anything of that nature.

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Aaw that sucks.
I don't have anxiety, depression sometimes though.

And I love hospitals D=

I have a book that talks about the brain. If you have anxiety problems you may have a problem in your basal ganglia which is the part of your brain that sets the body's anxiety level.
 
WTF you can die from anxiety????

There MIGHT be something wrong with my brain... I smoked marijuana with fermoldihide a couple weeks ago(didn't know about the fermoldihide) and I went crazy. I would do something and forget what I'm just doing, my mouth's saliva glands wouldnt produce saliva so I couldn't swallow (had to drink a bunch of water) and I was feeling dizzy and my pupils were dialated.

Haven't done ANYTHING since and I NEVER will. O.O That was the scariest experience I'd ever had...
 
CourtneeMalakian said:
WTF you can die from anxiety????

There MIGHT be something wrong with my brain... I smoked marijuana with fermoldihide a couple weeks ago(didn't know about the fermoldihide) and I went crazy. I would do something and forget what I'm just doing, my mouth's saliva glands wouldnt produce saliva so I couldn't swallow (had to drink a bunch of water) and I was feeling dizzy and my pupils were dialated.

Haven't done ANYTHING since and I NEVER will. O.O That was the scariest experience I'd ever had...
i have done what you have done and still do it every couple weeks.
 
Every time I'm downstairs alone,
I think of bad things that could happen and not having blinds doesn't really soothe my nerves. /:
My friend's call me even when I'm super scared and I asnwer the phone and I'm like.
"WHO IS THIS?!" even though I know it's most likely one of my friends and not some creepster.
I have pedophiles in my neighborhood and one was caught with kiddie porn last October. so close, yet so far. And that freaks me out because people already stare and me like I'm a piece of meat. Ugh
I'm not even that pretty and it's gross. I'm rambling now. XDD
I talk too much.
 
Mr_Hobo said:
CourtneeMalakian said:
WTF you can die from anxiety????

There MIGHT be something wrong with my brain... I smoked marijuana with fermoldihide a couple weeks ago(didn't know about the fermoldihide) and I went crazy. I would do something and forget what I'm just doing, my mouth's saliva glands wouldnt produce saliva so I couldn't swallow (had to drink a bunch of water) and I was feeling dizzy and my pupils were dialated.

Haven't done ANYTHING since and I NEVER will. O.O That was the scariest experience I'd ever had...
i have done what you have done and still do it every couple weeks.
I get Marlboros when I have enough money, and when my parents go out of town.

;>
 
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