I'm really sorry. I know it's not what you really wanted. And you're not the first person to ask me to reserve a spot but I tried a waiting list before once and it got way too out of hand for me to handle. I'm still trying to figure out the best way to organize the commissions. XD
I kind of already drew your detailed chibi. It's not 100% done yet, but if you want, I'll scrap it and you can wait till the emoticon slot opens. I don't do reserves though, my commissions are first come first serve.
hello! i know you're on the waiting list, but i was randomly doodling and ended up actually finishing your commission early xD nevertheless, i hope you like it! and thank you so much for commissioning <3