this one makes me feel incredibly anxious but i'm not sure if it's a fear. but i hate things that spin and don't stop. if you spin a coin in front of me i'll just want it to finally drop to table with no movement, the longer it takes, the more frustrated i get, this also includes objects that swing and especially those objects that once you spin them they continue in a pattern, that makes my heart beat fast.
A lot of people think this is a stupid fear,that I'm scared of butterflies. I don't know when it happened but It's gotten better as I get older but when I was little I'd break down screaming and crying. Now I just get mildly uncomfortable and move away
i'm arachnophobic which i wouldn't say is weird but it's been so bad that sometimes even the thought of spiders will freak me out and i can't look at pictures without getting obsessive over my surroundings
My big one is fruit. I dunno why, what started it, or anything.
Just, if there's fruit in a room and I have no major obligation, and I can smell it, I'm leaving.
Also, @getting hand stuck in elevator door, ouch! I hope you're okay physically from that as well!
MY ANXIETY ATTACKS
LIKE
WHEN I HAVE AN ANXIETY ATTCK I JUST KINDA BREAK DOWN AND START CRYING ALMOST ENDLESSLY AND LIKE I THINK ABOUT HOW IMMA DIE ONE DAY AND NOBODY WILL NOTICE AND LIKE WHY AM I PLAYING A GAME THAT MOSTLY CHILDREN PLAY ALL THE TIME EVEN THOUGH I'M A GROWN WOMAN???????
Norwegians. Before anyone calls me racist, I have a reason.
My ex, who was norwegian, manipulated me into being in a relationship with him. He constantly said norwegian love quotes to me as well. He also made fun of my trauma too and flirted with other people despite the fact we were together.
he is also the reason I cant see one of the shopkeepers names, tommy, without panicking.
- - - Post Merge - - -
Oh and also the word ''moist''. I'm autistic, so some words are just sensory overloads for me, especially this one. Two of my exes and the guy who almost raped me knew this and kept saying it anyway, despite the fact i hate the word.