Haydenv019
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So, I've been thinking lately.
My daily life in this house I call home is OK, but can definitely improve.
I keep to myself, do my homework, and go straight to my room after school.
My older brother keeps dragging me out of there though to do my chores, yell at me because I can't do anything by myself, etc. etc.
It's the same process everyday. Its been happening since the past summer up until now.
And I'm getting tired of it.
One day, my mom suggested a idea that I should move in with her, because I tell her how I feel when I get picked up by her every two weeks or so just to chill at her house for the weekend.
She tells me my dad is actually bad and all, and that she has to keep paying Child Support for ME only.
If I moved in with her, she wont have to pay those bills, and my dad would end up having to pay HER.
I had another brother. He was a regular older brother who loved to prank me but got annoyed for everything I did. He moved away for a university in Arizona.
She told me that he moved out because he wanted to get away from the house. I can totally agree with that.
Life was indeed stressful for the both of us. He's resting comfortably now, without the painful stress of me on his shoulders.
She also told me that I would actually get taken care of, make plenty of friends (There's this huge park next to her house, and I see a crapload of kids over there)
There's even an high school within walking distance (its literally like a quarter mile away), so I won't have to worry using bikes or whatnot.
She also told me that I would actually get my own room with some decent privacy, which is nice because I have never gotten some actual privacy in my life without someone busting in to reveal my secrets.
Plus, I get to live with my Lil' half brother, in the pic in the spoiler below
He's a really smart kid, and my mom keeps telling me that he asks for me everyday, like to pick me up.
She said it would be good for him.
I can also get some decent meals for once, Instead of looking through my fridge for some canned food or some leftovers from another meal.
My mom's fiancee, Frank, is a good cook.
I like his cooking, it's delicious.
The problem I have though is how my dad, Justin, and two roommates will react.
My dad will obviously get impacted very harshly, since I think he already knows Mom is paying child support.
I already know he will try to convince me to stay, that I'm taken care of right now.
But I already know that's not the case.
My older bro won't care. In fact, he half WANTS me to move.
the two roommates won't care, since I haven't known them long enough.
Another huge problem. School.
I really like my school. The only class that is really difficult for me is French.
Plus, its a really good school. They kick ass in sports.
There are plenty of people over there that know me, but we dont have any relationships whatsoever besides just casual chat.
I'm pratically a loner over there, but people occasionally love to mess with me and call me out in a funny way.
Im actually pretty funny, I much just act WEIRD sometimes.
I just needed to get this off my chest. I already know it's all up to me, but you guys could be the final nail to the coffin for all I know for my descision.
Feel free to point anything out, I don't really care.
Meanwhile, time to get some sleep.
My daily life in this house I call home is OK, but can definitely improve.
I keep to myself, do my homework, and go straight to my room after school.
My older brother keeps dragging me out of there though to do my chores, yell at me because I can't do anything by myself, etc. etc.
It's the same process everyday. Its been happening since the past summer up until now.
And I'm getting tired of it.
One day, my mom suggested a idea that I should move in with her, because I tell her how I feel when I get picked up by her every two weeks or so just to chill at her house for the weekend.
She tells me my dad is actually bad and all, and that she has to keep paying Child Support for ME only.
If I moved in with her, she wont have to pay those bills, and my dad would end up having to pay HER.
I had another brother. He was a regular older brother who loved to prank me but got annoyed for everything I did. He moved away for a university in Arizona.
She told me that he moved out because he wanted to get away from the house. I can totally agree with that.
Life was indeed stressful for the both of us. He's resting comfortably now, without the painful stress of me on his shoulders.
She also told me that I would actually get taken care of, make plenty of friends (There's this huge park next to her house, and I see a crapload of kids over there)
There's even an high school within walking distance (its literally like a quarter mile away), so I won't have to worry using bikes or whatnot.
She also told me that I would actually get my own room with some decent privacy, which is nice because I have never gotten some actual privacy in my life without someone busting in to reveal my secrets.
Plus, I get to live with my Lil' half brother, in the pic in the spoiler below
He's a really smart kid, and my mom keeps telling me that he asks for me everyday, like to pick me up.
She said it would be good for him.
I can also get some decent meals for once, Instead of looking through my fridge for some canned food or some leftovers from another meal.
My mom's fiancee, Frank, is a good cook.
I like his cooking, it's delicious.
The problem I have though is how my dad, Justin, and two roommates will react.
My dad will obviously get impacted very harshly, since I think he already knows Mom is paying child support.
I already know he will try to convince me to stay, that I'm taken care of right now.
But I already know that's not the case.
My older bro won't care. In fact, he half WANTS me to move.
the two roommates won't care, since I haven't known them long enough.
Another huge problem. School.
I really like my school. The only class that is really difficult for me is French.
Plus, its a really good school. They kick ass in sports.
There are plenty of people over there that know me, but we dont have any relationships whatsoever besides just casual chat.
I'm pratically a loner over there, but people occasionally love to mess with me and call me out in a funny way.
Im actually pretty funny, I much just act WEIRD sometimes.
I just needed to get this off my chest. I already know it's all up to me, but you guys could be the final nail to the coffin for all I know for my descision.
Feel free to point anything out, I don't really care.
Meanwhile, time to get some sleep.