Avocado LaSchaap
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I'm sure everyone has felt this way: you're bored, not engaged, not doing anything important, just moving through the motions until finally this bit of your life is over. I'm feeling it really hard right now. All I really do is work about 3 days a week (which itself is boring) as I wait for September when my new school program starts. But September feels sooooo far away. I try to distract myself with hobbies and I try to look forward to events that are coming up sooner, but man, I am just so done with this stage of my life. How do you deal with this feeling? I have already decided to put a stop to it by going back to school, but that's months away. I am going crazy. I try so hard to stay positive and be excited by things but today it feels like everyone and everything is shutting me down. Anyone else in that situation? Tell me about it.