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keep barking with your stupid friend about me and **** i didn't caused , you ****ing ***** , you are only leveling my self-esteem up. )
also ugh im dyinggg
also ugh im dyinggg
Ugh I slept late and my anxiety made me feel ankward and I thought I was going insane when I woke up though I was having a Panic Attack.So it seems I have Dementophobia which is why I fear insanity real badly. Unfortunately I still get fearful even if knowing it's this.
Hell I even get fearful my usual Depression symptoms is Schizophrenia or Psychosis now. I really want this Fear to end.
Wow good luck man... And yeah unless it's my bf or people I know and feel secure with I can't really socialize at all unless I have a real good day... Don't really have any tips sadly other than make sure you get enough sleep, eat good so you don't get tired drops all of a sudden etc.
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Thank you!! It was about 4 hours of group exercises and talking in front of people, it's weird because that's literally something I've never been able to do, but for some reason I was really pretty relaxed, I think it went well and I actually had a good time!!
Now I just have to wait until tomorrow to see if I get a callback.. (fingers crossed)
why do i have to suck at social interactions so much? it's been getting me really down lately. people often make it sound like being awkward is cute or w/e but it's really just incredibly frustrating
yeah man. friends too. with how things are going i'll be surprised if i manage to make a single friend in this city : Di know right and it makes like, getting jobs and stuff so much harder